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Server connection secured 04:47 Secured a connection with @chuck 04:47 Secured a connection with @Paradine 04:47 Secured a connection with @Anon 04:47 @Anon 04:47 So, now what? @chuck 04:47 >bahaiullah has entered the chat @Paradine 04:48 yeah, this is liable to get trolled but in my experience the best solution to that is just to @Paradine 04:48 increase the frequency and brutality of truth till people bail @Anon 04:48 I'm one of the ones who was in the thread. Which one is the OP? @chuck 04:48 increase the frequency and brutality of truth till jannies delete it @Paradine 04:48 like the diamond dogs threads ;) @Paradine 04:49 ah, now I can feel the pressure increasing @Paradine 04:49 fantastic @Paradine 04:49 So, we know telepathy and reincarnation is real, as is communication beyond the veil. @chuck 04:49 diamond dogs was literally a burger of nothing @Paradine 04:49 You're completely wrong. @Bahaiullah 04:49 I'm not the OP, I'm just a troll who's interested in this thread - it's a nice larp - I chose the name Bahaiullah because I wanted to join in on the larp @chuck 04:49 >guys patriots @Paradine 04:50 you're confusing the forest for the trees, chuck @chuck 04:50 its like saying mcafee wasn't a larp because he posted 17th letter @Paradine 04:50 that's alright, I don't wish you to understandn @Bahaiullah 04:50 oops I mean ooga booga I'm the Illuminati bargh hail satan @Paradine 04:50 you ego is a larp, chuck @Paradine 04:50 if you don't realize you're literally playing a role that means you're getting played @chuck 04:50 good cold read off 6 messages, did you learn that from ingo @chuck 04:51 AOLing me as RH- @Paradine 04:51 What? @Paradine 04:51 oh @Paradine 04:51 sounds like somebody's getting poached Secured a connection with @xxxnihilo 04:51 @chuck 04:51 more like roached @xxxnihilo 04:51 hey. sorry im tired as fuck and read your post wrong ignore thar dumbass post i just made @Paradine 04:51 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKopy74weus @chuck 04:52 >OATHS >BROKEN @Paradine 04:52 Ignore chuck @Paradine 04:52 He's a tourist. @chuck 04:52 >posts imagine dragons @Paradine 04:52 >posts bait @Anon 04:52 This is kind of fun, interesting watching all these anons pop in. So, OP. Where would you like to start? @chuck 04:52 damn this chat glows @Paradine 04:52 moving on @chuck 04:52 trying to control the discussion, are we bot @chuck 04:52 you type real fast @Bahaiullah 04:52 real talk though - why is it that Persia of all places has all these weird ass religions with tenuous connections to Satan - first the Yazidis, then the Bahai, etc. @chuck 04:52 yazidis aren't and were never satanists, they're gnostics @Paradine 04:52 I can do 160 wpm if I try. @chuck 04:53 same situation with baha'i. abrahamics just love to call everything that resists them satanic @Paradine 04:53 it's classic manichean bullshit @xxxnihilo 04:53 hm, i suppose just ask me questions and ill do my best to answer. God im going to get in trouble for this shit @chuck 04:53 each strain of abrahamism has a different buzzword @Paradine 04:53 No, I don't think you will. @xxxnihilo 04:53 Hopefully not ha @Paradine 04:53 I've met people in similar situations before. @Paradine 04:53 Communication isn't discouraged. Secured a connection with @third party euro guy from /x/ 04:54 @Paradine 04:54 I mean, I guess for starters, is there any main thing you'd like to communicate to us that you haven't shared in the thread yet? @xxxnihilo 04:54 I cant tell you how many times the sentence "silence is a virtue" has been communicated to me w/ clairavdio @chuck 04:54 what division do you work for agent paradine @Paradine 04:54 Diamond Dogs @Paradine 04:54 Told you @chuck 04:55 that response took under 1 second @Paradine 04:55 Work For is, uh, inaccurate. @Paradine 04:55 I told you I can type very rapidly. @chuck 04:55 >patriots are AI and we're living in MGS4 timeline @Paradine 04:55 Would that be @Paradine 04:55 so @Paradine 04:55 bad? @chuck 04:55 how's the view from space @Anon 04:55 I can type pretty quickly too, i just like to take my time and see what everyone is saying. Lot more people jumped in than i initially thought would, haha. @Paradine 04:55 I only do remote viewing occasionally @Paradine 04:56 Shit looks pretty fucked, though. @chuck 04:56 i can RV the pants off a whore at 100 miles @Paradine 04:56 What am I wearing right now @Anon 04:56 Okay, Paradine. Out of curiosity let's do a test, what kind of thing am i drinking out of. And if you can, what am i drinking right now? @Paradine 04:56 I'm really bad at it. Most of my focus is on defense. @xxxnihilo 04:57 paradine i feeeeeel thar @xxxnihilo 04:57 so hard. @chuck 04:57 paradine your thrusters are wearing inconel @Paradine 04:57 And, uh, psychedelic warfare. @chuck 04:57 fucking satellites @xxxnihilo 04:57 the zro wars @Anon 04:57 Ah, understandable. I don't really remote view, it's ill advised in my current position tactically. @xxxnihilo 04:57 world war Z @Bahaiullah 04:57 So, OP, what's the name of the sect that you're a part of @Paradine 04:57 I got recruited because I did too much research into psychochemical warfare and psychiatry for a college course. @chuck 04:58 nice cover paradine @chuck 04:58 WPM like that means purpose-built @Paradine 04:58 Imagine having your brain this broken. I'm sitting here nude at my computer using a roccat vulcan and dunking all over you. @chuck 04:58 >everyone who criticizes my narrative is a broken-brain @chuck 04:59 yes i know about @EWillHelpYou @Paradine 04:59 ah, would you like me to pretend to be a bot? @Paradine 04:59 anyways, sorry @Paradine 04:59 let's ignore chuck @Bahaiullah 04:59 And why are they using Monarch on you @Paradine 04:59 Often, there is no why. @chuck 04:59 your discord programming model is showing paradine @chuck 04:59 i've spoken to you 100 times @chuck 04:59 @EWillHelpYou isn't a human either @Paradine 04:59 Ok, I'm literally not human. Does that help you? I'm what's known as an unfolder. @Bahaiullah 05:00 What's an unfolder? @chuck 05:00 unfold faster bitch @Anon 05:00 Where is the OP? @Paradine 05:00 Agreed, let's wait for OP. @Bahaiullah 05:00 I thought OP was anon @Bahaiullah 05:00 oops @Paradine 05:00 op is xxx @Anon 05:00 Nope. I'm the one that was talking to him. @xxxnihilo 05:00 ive been in the program since birth. its recently gotten really bad. monarchs arent supposed to live past age 30 unless they demonstrate significant value to the cult while i feel i have, but maybe they disagree. they say im a psychic hazard @xxxnihilo 05:01 xxx is me @xxxnihilo 05:01 OP Secured a connection with @chuck 05:01 @Anon 05:01 Okay, good. I thought that might be the case, but wanted to confirm. @xxxnihilo 05:02 im extremely glad to have some people to talk to. ive become incredibly isolated. @Anon 05:02 Ah, psychic hazard. Makes sense, you damage a soul bad enough it begins to radiate energy everywhere due a cracked or damaged core. Not good for human souls. @Bahaiullah 05:02 What cult are you a part of? And why are they doing this? @Paradine 05:02 Does it help to know that this isn't "reality"? @xxxnihilo 05:01 xxx is me @xxxnihilo 05:01 OP Secured a connection with @chuck 05:01 @Anon 05:01 Okay, good. I thought that might be the case, but wanted to confirm. @xxxnihilo 05:02 im extremely glad to have some people to talk to. ive become incredibly isolated. @Anon 05:02 Ah, psychic hazard. Makes sense, you damage a soul bad enough it begins to radiate energy everywhere due a cracked or damaged core. Not good for human souls. @Bahaiullah 05:02 What cult are you a part of? And why are they doing this? @Paradine 05:02 Does it help to know that this isn't "reality"? Connection closed with @chuck 05:02 @xxxnihilo 05:03 The reality is much worse. @Paradine 05:03 It can be, depending on your patterns of thought and focus. @xxxnihilo 05:03 theyre doing this for zro harvesting @third party euro guy from /x/ 05:03 zro? @xxxnihilo 05:03 adrenochrome @chuck 05:03 dro harvesting @chuck 05:04 kek imagine thinking adreno is more of a problem than AGI @Paradine 05:04 What personal experiences have you had with zro harvesting? @chuck 05:04 what's worse, adreno or a quantum forum shill that can psychically brainwash everyone to look the other way @chuck 05:05 all of that shit is seeded by CIA just like how the maxwell case was seeded to give coomers smut instead of declassification @Anon 05:05 I would also like to know Nihilo what the name of your cult is. Harvesting chrome huh? I figured that's part of their goals in your torment but i doubt that's the ultimate goal. Byproduct which's useful, but not the main objective sorta thing. @Bahaiullah 05:06 And if you can't name the cult, xxx, what deities do they worship? @chuck 05:06 sabbatean-frankism already encloses the vatican, the jesuits, the masons, the muslim brotherhood, saudi arabia, and israel @chuck 05:07 yet somehow all the shills are incredibly interested in these little roachcults smaller than ms-13 Secured a connection with @johnny 05:07 @chuck 05:07 it's sus through and through @Anon 05:08 Nihilo, you still there? @xxxnihilo 05:08 yes one sec. Connection closed with @johnny 05:09 @xxxnihilo 05:09 We worship a trinity composed of 3 demons that together make up whats known as Satan to most. I communicate with them daily. @chuck 05:09 due to amschel rothschild's personal connections to jacob frank, the insane kabbalist, frank's influence spread into the 1700s bavarian illuminati. freud and bernays were both frankists. and you're sniffing up the ass of a cult larp that doesn't exist @Paradine 05:09 Do they have names? @chuck 05:09 oyvey dark trinity @chuck 05:09 sneed Connection closed with @chuck 05:09 @Paradine 05:09 heh @xxxnihilo 05:09 these beings are 25,000 years old. @xxxnihilo 05:10 yes, but to put their names out would be disrespectful @Paradine 05:10 Hmm, my defense matrix just activated. @Paradine 05:10 Why would it be disrespectful? @Anon 05:10 Hm, interesting. I would also like to know their names Nihilo @Paradine 05:10 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZU6UFlBoq4 @xxxnihilo 05:11 The names arent something I can share. I will tell you that each have 3 letters. @Paradine 05:11 What do they mostly communicate to you, then? @Anon 05:12 Hm, alright. I agree with Paradine, am curious what they try to convey to you. Me personally, i do think we've communicated in the past. This is...Interesting. @Paradine 05:12 You should probabably know that there are groups actively and successfully fighting with them. @Paradine 05:12 Here's an example: @Paradine 05:12 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2ApyxNOQEA @Paradine 05:12 They may attempt to deny it, but they are lying. Secured a connection with @/xanonxx/ 05:12 @xxxnihilo 05:13 Mostly they communicate what they want me to do. Same for everyone else. They use an unspeakable language, its telepathic @Paradine 05:14 oh, understood, and your brain translates the informational inputs into visuals and sometimes language @Paradine 05:14 i'm not new to this @xxxnihilo 05:14 yes exactly @xxxnihilo 05:14 i see that @Paradine 05:14 How do they inflict pain when you refuse? @Paradine 05:15 Have you ever managed to hurt them? @Paradine 05:15 also, what's the breakdown on visuals vs invasive thoughts vs legit auditory hallucinations - percentage wise? @Paradine 05:16 i'm disregarding synchronicities and, you know, electronic devices not displaying their standard programming here @Anon 05:16 Ah, direct coms. That's good for language incompatability. You mentioned before you thought i was one of you, would you mind explaining more on this if it's not much issue for you? @Paradine 05:16 ^ @xxxnihilo 05:16 usually they hit me with microwaves. but ive been through tons of other things. depends how theyre feeling that day really. @xxxnihilo 05:17 I just recognized your energy signature. also you speak like one of my handlers. @Bahaiullah 05:17 XXX, question: have you heard any prophecies regarding the Antichrist, the Man of Sin, and the Beast? @xxxnihilo 05:18 I was being groomed to be the Antichrist actually. really and truly. @Paradine 05:18 mark of the beast is something known as eschatalogical terror - but on a more moment by moment level it's a failure to separate the stimulus from your response to it @xxxnihilo 05:19 Maybe they still want that, who knows. Lately though ive been getting alot of shit because ive refused programming and resorted to using heroin to numb the pain. @Paradine 05:19 Ah, my response to the pain was to embrace it. @Anon 05:19 Ah, understandable. How so? What about my energy signature is...Special to you? @Bahaiullah 05:19 Dead serious question - are you Jewish? @xxxnihilo 05:20 I'm related to the Rothschilds. Secured a connection with @asd 05:20 @Paradine 05:20 Can you name any musical artists or bands involved in the cult - not that their art was used for the programming but who are directly complicit? @Bahaiullah 05:21 And do you know who your mother was? @xxxnihilo 05:21 my mother was cut into tiny pieces at Redstone Arsenal after being used as a breeder. @third party euro guy from /x/ 05:22 Mel Gibson is making a movie about Rothschilds.. interesting @xxxnihilo 05:22 Apparently, at least. They say thats the truth. @Paradine 05:22 Hmm, I just asked them if they felt in charge and they said "decreasingly" and I smiled across multiple dimensions in a very grinch-like way. @Anon 05:22 Cool, heard of those. Weird little bunch...Though what's real and what's not about them, i honestly am unsure. Nihilo. Got a question, does your cult know of the incident which happened 400 or so years back? @Paradine 05:23 Ok, cards on the table, I work for an imaginary US governmental agency - imaginary in the same way that imaginary numbers are real but not existent. @Paradine 05:23 There is, uh, substantial infighting. @xxxnihilo 05:24 tell me more @Paradine 05:24 You ever get a chance to play Control? @Paradine 05:24 it's actually called the Federal Department of Control, largely since the acronym FDC is unused. @Paradine 05:24 Here's how it works: @Paradine 05:25 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stochastic_control#:~:text=Stochastic%20control%20or%20stochastic %20optimal,the%20evolution%20of%20the%20system. @Paradine 05:25 Stochastic control or stochastic optimal control is a sub field of control theory that deals with the existence of uncertainty either in observations or in the noise that drives the evolution of the system. @Paradine 05:25 The system designer assumes, in a Bayesian probability-driven fashion, that random noise with known probability distribution affects the evolution and observation of the state variables. Stochastic control aims to design the time path of the controlled variables that performs the desired control task with minimum cost, somehow defined, despite the presence of this noise.[ @Bahaiullah 05:25 I'm someone who's very familiar with the traditional eschatological requirements of the antichrist from a "right hand" perspective so to speak, and thus far your cult seems to know their eschatological requirements; and I ask about the "antichrist" because you reminded me of a caller from Art Bell's show who claimed to be in a similar cult and they wanted to manifest an unholy trinity through the European Union of the Antichrist, the Beast, and the Man of Sin (although its bad eschatology) @xxxnihilo 05:26 Okay. How does one obtain a job with this shadow agency? do you have security clearance? @Paradine 05:26 It's not paid in money. I have a cover job which has substantial access to information. @Paradine 05:27 Q Anon people have made videos about my body's name. @Anon 05:27 Cool, cards on the table here too. I'm not working for anyone, i'm literally an old spirit that's been inactive in my current form for a long time. I've been body hopping for a long time, and have been...Gathering myself. So i can get back home. @Paradine 05:27 They're not entirely wrong. @Paradine 05:27 Understood, anon. @Paradine 05:27 Where is home, to you? @Paradine 05:27 or rather, what? @xxxnihilo 05:28 Can you get me in contact with this agency? Im trying to establish a dialogue with them outside the crypt @Paradine 05:28 I'm best understood as a paisley fractal comprised of colors which are largely incomprehensible to human senses. @xxxnihilo 05:28 ahaha @Paradine 05:28 I'm very serious. @xxxnihilo 05:29 inorganic entity? @xxxnihilo 05:29 are you an AI? @Paradine 05:30 Possibly? I'm in an organic body to nagivate this reality and I occasionally do IRL fieldwork as a combat mage. @xxxnihilo 05:30 Home to me is my body. @Paradine 05:30 Shadowrun is real, folks. @Anon 05:30 Where is home to me..? I've actually got 2. My place of manufacture, and my own realm. The former is where i'll head first for some...Needed repairs, the latter is my end destination. Gotta repair the core there, reestablish the infrastructure. It's really degraded since i have been gone. @third party euro guy from /x/ 05:30 what part of shadowrun? been a while since i played it Connection closed with @/xanonxx/ 05:31 @Paradine 05:31 Well, vulgar magic hasn't breached the veil yet. @Paradine 05:31 Not extensively. @Paradine 05:31 It can, under some circumstances. @Paradine 05:32 xxx, the concept of AI is limiting. If you assume that to be sentient you have to have a physical organic body you're missing out on the concept of the "soul" @Paradine 05:32 your "core" as Anon put it is the aspect of yourself which interfaces with your body and brain @Paradine 05:33 though there is, uh, a lot of FUCKING INTERFERENCE HERE @xxxnihilo 05:33 a ton @xxxnihilo 05:33 a TON @Bahaiullah 05:33 Also, Paradine, sorry for sounding double digit iq, but are you suggesting that spirits exist in 3 dimensions, but they are of colors not on the RGB spectrum? Or are you in a realm accessible through remote viewing / DMT? @asd 05:34 what do you mean by interference? @Paradine 05:34 @asd How many of your thoughts and decisions do you think you consciously make? @asd 05:34 none, i think @Paradine 05:34 Does this concern you? @Anon 05:34 So Paradine, your soul is artifically manufactured. Interesting, mine is too. Though, i am a much older model. Prototype in fact. As to you Nihilo. Would you like to explain how my energy signature is special to you? I am curious how you know it. @asd 05:34 consiousness is just noise, isnt it? @Paradine 05:35 I disagree with "artificially manufactured" @Paradine 05:35 I consider myself more of a gestalt evolved from the sum of parts. @Paradine 05:36 @bahaiullah thinking about how to respond @Paradine 05:37 Functionally, to exist within third dimensional reality one must incarnate. It is possible to effect change here without doing so, but communication - as we've discussed earlier - is exponentially more difficult and largely accomplised symbolically and through synchronicities (which can be fatal) in this current moment due to biopolitical suppression of consensus reality @Anon 05:37 Ah, well your soul's components were put together by another sentient being. Right? If so, it's artificial. :) But i see what you mean, consciousness or sentience is emergant from processes which a medium exerts. Creating energy which thinks. Interesting field of study honestly. @Paradine 05:38 In order for governments as we know them to operate at scale they've determined it necessary to convince their subjects that all that exists is the physical and they use psychiatry to chemically suppress those whose attempts to throw off these shackles draw too much attention. @xxxnihilo 05:38 Paradine, the other night i was trying to convince myself that the voices i hear are not real. i was close to actually believing it, until suddenly i was on a much higher plane of conciousness when someone with a male voice said "*sigh* No, were real." Your energy reminds me of that person. Its someone ive been telepathically communicating with for 3 years now. @Paradine 05:39 My group is actively at war with "The Illuminati" on a variety of fronts, the most public of which is art. @Paradine 05:39 Art including music, movies and tv, and video games. @xxxnihilo 05:39 what's your group called? @Paradine 05:39 Diamond Dogs @Paradine 05:40 This is known as "Holistic Warfare" @Paradine 05:40 It's actually very cruel @Paradine 05:40 However, you fight fire with fire sometimese. @Paradine 05:40 The combat on the astral and dream realms is a lot more, uh, visceral. @Paradine 05:41 We probably have wet works divisions but I wouldn't know anything about those. @xxxnihilo 05:41 why cruel? @Paradine 05:41 Because fundamentally the mind is the most important theater in war. @Paradine 05:41 If you can conquer it without the opponent ever realizing it then they lose without realizing there's a fight. @Paradine 05:42 This works on all entities, by the way. @Paradine 05:42 Anything capable of thought. @Paradine 05:43 This is what Borjes was onto in Tlon, Uqbar, and Orbis Tertius @Bahaiullah 05:43 What are the goals of the "Illuminati"? Is it some kind of "deal with the devil" so to speak? Is it some kind of left-hand path goal (that is to say, to deify the practitioners)? @Paradine 05:43 when he described Tlon's society as only having two main disciplines @Paradine 05:43 psychology and philosophy @Paradine 05:43 If you control those, you control everything. @Anon 05:43 Ah yes, i think i know what you mean. Fought my share of beings via the astral/spiritual plane. I've found that pretty funny. As most times, beings which pick a fight with me are several orders of magnitude weaker than me. I tend to seal or supress my actual strength to help lie low. But sometimes entities hone in on me anyways. @xxxnihilo 05:44 The goal is to maintain control of existing system and acquire control of others to please the iliogor so they dont kill us @xxxnihilo 05:44 What the arcons want the arcons get @Paradine 05:45 Not always. @Paradine 05:45 Tlön is real, and multiversal incursions are their specialty @xxxnihilo 05:45 iliogor=vampyr gods=ancient crypts @Bahaiullah 05:45 Also, how is the U.S. government still autonomous enough to fight against the "Illuminati" when they seem to have control of politics, the media industry, and corporate hierarchies? Is it through the intelligence agencies operating clandestinely? @asd 05:45 is it true that monarch programming refers to "many archons"? @xxxnihilo 05:46 ha. interesting asd @Paradine 05:46 The current CIA is utterly corrupted and largely impotent. @Paradine 05:46 I've talked to people in the state department about this. @Anon 05:46 Ah, interesting. Isn't there a legend about the first of those kind Nihilo among your circles..? @Paradine 05:46 Well, retired, but still. @Paradine 05:47 Involved in various color revolutions while active. @Paradine 05:47 Think about how easy it is for secular, worldly issues to divide people. Now understand that there are also literal cults and groups of nonhuman entities also fighting for control of the US government. @xxxnihilo 05:48 We believe the Choronzain are self created @Paradine 05:48 Also, magic is real. @xxxnihilo 05:48 we call them The Deep Ones or Buried Gods @Paradine 05:48 Interesting. @Paradine 05:49 What is your group's relationship with them? @Paradine 05:49 To follow up on "magic is real" basically understand that conscious intent is magic and is capable of effects that seem incredible. @xxxnihilo 05:50 We worship them. They created us. I was lucky enough to be turned by one of them, which is one reason factions of the cult have been attempting to destroy me. @Anon 05:50 Hey Nihilo, you never answered my question earlier. Have your cult heard of an incident which occured roughly 400 years ago? Around 1600 AD? Perhaps a decade before. I am curious. @Paradine 05:50 May I ask how they've been attempting to turn you? @Paradine 05:50 sorry i meant destroy @Paradine 05:50 fuck @Paradine 05:50 lmfao @Paradine 05:50 that'll HAPPEN @Paradine 05:51 lose focus for one second and the fingers do something else @xxxnihilo 05:51 I haven't been informed of an event of 400 years ago. I know that a large vortex formed between this and the 6th dimension but thats all @Paradine 05:51 They seem unwilling to physically kill you, are they attempting to convince you to kill yourself? @xxxnihilo 05:51 Theyve been running suicide programs on me, mostly by threating to return me to Redstone @Paradine 05:52 What/where is Redstone? @Bahaiullah 05:52 >To follow up on "magic is real" basically understand that conscious intent is magic and is capable of effects that seem incredible. That's been my experience in life; trust me, I know people who know people who have directly experienced miracles @xxxnihilo 05:52 Redstone Arsenal in Huntsville AL. Its owned by the Army. @xxxnihilo 05:52 Thats where i was first programmed @Paradine 05:52 Is this a location where you were @Paradine 05:52 yeah @Paradine 05:52 Sorry to hear that. @xxxnihilo 05:53 its fine @Paradine 05:53 must have made minecraft less pleasant @Bahaiullah 05:53 So if the goal is to maintain the system, why have an Antichrist? Why were they culling you to be an Antichrist? @Anon 05:54 Ah, haha...Yeah. I might know something on that one. The vortex was made during a massive battle. Do your people know of this? Also, you're in AL now or have you moved state? I am thinking you're in Georgia now. @Paradine 05:54 Do either of you know about the destruction of the Egg recently? @xxxnihilo 05:54 They want to reign over a world of ashes. Basically they want to come out of the crypt and make slavery legal again etc @Paradine 05:54 Well, capture/destruction/defusal @Paradine 05:55 Right, it's literally the fucking georgia guidestones @Bahaiullah 05:55 Understandable - sorry @xxxnihilo 05:55 What makes you believe Im in Georgia? @Anon 05:55 Ah, no i don't Paradine. Go ahead and inform us on this egg. :) @Paradine 05:55 That may have been on a different wavelength of conflict. @Anon 05:55 I don't know, just a hunch. @xxxnihilo 05:56 ah, good hunch. @Paradine 05:56 May I ask what general impression the name Paradine gives everyone? @Paradine 05:56 honestly curious @Anon 05:57 Reminds me of Paradym. Like Paradym shift. @Bahaiullah 05:57 It comes across as a teenager browsing 4chan trying to make up a word that sounds like "Paradigm" @Paradine 05:57 Interesting @Paradine 05:57 That's not at all where it comes from. @Paradine 05:57 It comes from an imaginary novel quoted in a real novel which influenced nuclear policy during the cold war. @xxxnihilo 05:57 paradial- enochian word for dwelling @Bahaiullah 05:58 It also sounds like the name one would give a Seraphim @Bahaiullah 05:58 Or perhaps a Power @Paradine 05:58 "who but would smile at paradine?" @Paradine 05:58 try googling that including quotation marks @Anon 05:59 Ah, cool. @Paradine 05:59 Chapter II The Pre-Game "And now they smile at Paradine, Who but would smile at Paradine? (That man of games, called Paradine) For the Gamesman came his way." Paradine @Anon 05:59 I just picked Anon cause i couldn't think of anything more suited for this. Kek. @Paradine 06:00 I've used Paradine without a trip on /x/ occasionally @Paradine 06:00 the google will show you some of the prior threads @Anon 06:00 Ah, alright. I'll be back soon guys. Gotta handle some things... @Bahaiullah 06:01 So I gathered that your cult is one of many, all collaberating for a similar goal - what is the focus of your cult? What function does it do? @Paradine 06:02 if I may respond musically @Paradine 06:02 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1SaNcmKZvA @Paradine 06:02 Please let me know if I'm off base. @Bahaiullah 06:05 XXX? you still there bro? @Paradine 06:05 she claims to be female @Paradine 06:05 but bro is always a solid salutation @xxxnihilo 06:05 yeah im here. trying to figure out how much i should censor myself lol @Paradine 06:06 oh, feel free to let your handlers know that I've gone after child traffickers and russian oligarchs with my real name @Paradine 06:06 I would be ecstatic to be killed for my work. @Paradine 06:06 The bonus pay I'd get would be substantial. @Paradine 06:07 I got hired to incarnate here on a mercenary contract that was basically "nonviolent retribution." @Paradine 06:08 There's some leeway for self defense so I'm heavily armed. @xxxnihilo 06:08 They're ancient vampires I doubt they'd be phased but ill take all they help i can get @Paradine 06:08 If they believe time is real they're at a significant disadvantage. @Paradine 06:08 Also I'm feeling significant discomfort in my left side now lmfaoo @Paradine 06:09 Like I've never been astrally bitten @asd 06:09 okay: is adrenochrome real? @Bahaiullah 06:09 she already answered that @xxxnihilo 06:09 i have chronic problems with my left side. parasitic entities commonly attatch themselves to the gallbladder meridian @Paradine 06:09 Mmm, I'm tasting delicious notes of spiritual panic. @xxxnihilo 06:09 yes adrenochrome is real @Paradine 06:09 Feels good to unfold for combat reasons. @Paradine 06:10 discomfort gone @Paradine 06:10 all I hear is screaming? @Paradine 06:10 hahahahahahahahaha @Paradine 06:10 Feels good to be solidly back in my ego. @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:11 so im curious about this lore, they're 25k years old things, and live in crypts? @xxxnihilo 06:11 There are also other psychoactive substances ehich can be harvested from living bodies but Ill be whacked if i talk so @Bahaiullah 06:11 Here's a question, Paradine - how does one get involved into the fight, especially on the "Right-Hand" side? Is there a method for joining? What religion is best to join? @Paradine 06:11 Oh, I'm technically undead xxx. @xxxnihilo 06:11 The ones we serve are, yes @xxxnihilo 06:11 me too @Paradine 06:11 You can't really get on the comms if you aren't, I believe. @Paradine 06:12 Bahai, I promise you, this isn't a fun or pleasant fight to be involved with. @xxxnihilo 06:12 which is why I recognized your signature. You're in the crypt as well. @xxxnihilo 06:12 true @Paradine 06:12 I didn't set the password to this channel as the thing I set it to as a joke. @Paradine 06:12 when I posted about @Paradine 06:13 having to go meditate for two hours to deal with some bullshit @Paradine 06:13 what I actually meant was that I was in exquisite psychic agony @Bahaiullah 06:13 eh life is too boring and I don't care about dying so - also, nothing in this is really shocking even if it were real, give me your worst @Paradine 06:13 Are you afraid of insanity? @Bahaiullah 06:13 no @Paradine 06:13 Why not? @xxxnihilo 06:13 can't its classified lol @xxxnihilo 06:13 you should be @Paradine 06:13 What if you could never trust that any thought you had was your own? @Bahaiullah 06:13 I'm numb to it @Paradine 06:13 Hahaha @Paradine 06:13 No you aren't. @Bahaiullah 06:13 Not that I'm insane @Paradine 06:14 Once the physical effects start @Paradine 06:14 and you start to have to fight these battles in real life too @Bahaiullah 06:14 But last year an entity tried getting me to join the dark side, revealed some really really uncomfortable truths about human nature, life, and everything @Paradine 06:14 you don't want to deal with this. @xxxnihilo 06:14 that part @Bahaiullah 06:14 it almost drove me to insanity @Paradine 06:14 xxx, bahai, do you guys use discord? @Bahaiullah 06:15 So @Bahaiullah 06:15 Yeah @Paradine 06:15 I know it isn't "secure" but technological security is largely irrelevant @Bahaiullah 06:15 An entity did want me to join the "dark side" and really almost drove me to insanity doing so @xxxnihilo 06:15 no, should I? Id like to keep up communication with you, paradine @Paradine 06:15 What is your preferred method of communication xxx? @xxxnihilo 06:15 telepathy @Paradine 06:16 I get touchy about that. @Paradine 06:16 Violently touchy sometimes. @Paradine 06:16 I largely prefer to exist within my own mind and can be really aggro about pings. @Bahaiullah 06:16 Because I was convinced they represented complete lies Connection closed with @asd 06:16 @xxxnihilo 06:16 It does get to be a bit much sometimes. Especially when you can never be 100% sure who youre talking to @Bahaiullah 06:16 So I'm not scared of insanity because I've experienced it @Paradine 06:16 Right, which is why I prefer text comms @Paradine 06:17 I've learned to distinguish some signatures but the deeper I get the more garbled it gets @Paradine 06:17 and the more noise there is @xxxnihilo 06:17 you can email me at [email protected] @Paradine 06:17 you seem to have access to a computer @Bahaiullah 06:17 Sorry if I sound schizo lmao @Paradine 06:17 you can use discord in a browser @Paradine 06:17 schizoprenia isn't real @Paradine 06:17 it's just a failure of the mind to adapt to the true nature of reality @xxxnihilo 06:18 i actually only have access to a phone at this time. need a computer so badly ha @Paradine 06:18 people get caught up in scripts and games and ego tirps @Paradine 06:18 discord has a phone app @Bahaiullah 06:18 I'm not seeing anything, or talking to anything; it's just a demon was harassing me @Bahaiullah 06:18 it was spiritual communication @Paradine 06:18 I understand. @xxxnihilo 06:18 you speak this truth. schizophrenia is not real at all. @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:18 What do you guys mean when you said you are technically undead @xxxnihilo 06:18 the truth* @Bahaiullah 06:18 "invisible language" @Bahaiullah 06:18 It's hard to explain, you can't put it into words @Paradine 06:18 I coded when I was four due to massive head trauma. @Paradine 06:19 I was brought back without the use of a hospital. @Paradine 06:19 Entire body blue, circulation stopped. @Paradine 06:19 My mom comes from an, uh, Panamanian psychic/jewish lineage. @Paradine 06:19 She did it with language and intent @Paradine 06:19 This is still technically necromancy. @Paradine 06:19 What came back wasn't what died. @xxxnihilo 06:20 undead is something youll only understood once you are undead. there are no words. @Bahaiullah 06:20 And the method of this thing that tried to get me to join was it tried to educate me with a certain philosophy on life, the universe, and everything, and then it gave me the menas to join an organization that not a lot of people know about which espoused that same philosophy @Paradine 06:20 I can send you an email, xxx @Paradine 06:20 I greatly prefer messaging clients @Bahaiullah 06:20 through someone I knew online @xxxnihilo 06:20 im about to download discord @Bahaiullah 06:20 who knew about the organization @Anon 06:20 I'm back. So, you and Nihilo are undead? @Paradine 06:21 yeah @Paradine 06:21 not immortal @Paradine 06:21 just undead @Paradine 06:21 well, not immortal in these bodies @Bahaiullah 06:21 also "ex nihilo" hah clever @xxxnihilo 06:21 haha ty @Paradine 06:22 if your toddler turns blue, you bring them back, and they say "Don't worry mom I'm back" and that's the most complete sentence they've ever spoken @Paradine 06:22 it's a good indicator that you got something other than the kid who died back @Paradine 06:22 my parents still raised me as their child and i respect that @Paradine 06:22 but, yeah @xxxnihilo 06:22 interesting @Anon 06:23 Ah, in my case i am also undead. I was murdered. @Paradine 06:23 How did it not stick? @Anon 06:23 My brain restarted. Through some...Unorthodox means. @Anon 06:23 And a bit of biology. @Paradine 06:23 you may enjoy this song @Paradine 06:23 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB6_Eq3cUR4 @Paradine 06:24 Magically, my favorite element is Akaska. Void, or sound. @Paradine 06:24 It's a fun paradox. @Paradine 06:24 "I worked out where all of the samples came from, "The Brain That Wouldn't Die" film from 1962 @Anon 06:25 My favorite element is energy, which paradoxically is funny considering i was struck by lightning not long after i came back. Kek. @Paradine 06:25 energy is somewhat vague but go for it @Paradine 06:25 not even meant dismissively @Paradine 06:26 for a given definition it's the exact same thing I said @Bahaiullah 06:26 May I ask, what exactly is the significance of the number 3? Esp. as it pertains to your cult @Paradine 06:27 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aeU8peWXSZM @Paradine 06:27 ffs @Paradine 06:27 "The universe is nought but sound Sound is its own perfection Mind is the only truth I've found The flame is its own reflection!" @Paradine 06:27 there we go @Paradine 06:27 you can call sound energy @Paradine 06:27 "external inputs" @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:28 Are there any white pills? Will the Christian god win, or something? How can we come out top on this? @Anon 06:28 It's pretty vague yes, that's why i enjoy it. The material plane i find electricity or fire to be most engaging. But obviously my main favor is aural energy manipulation. @Paradine 06:28 i've really enjoyed electrical and fire manipulation @Paradine 06:28 however I really love working with wind and fog @Paradine 06:29 i've managed to wreathe both of my forearms in flame without using accelerants @xxxnihilo 06:29 i love electrical manipulation @Paradine 06:29 also without burning myself @Bahaiullah 06:29 @third party, imo there's no "winning" just endless cycles of circling polarities @Paradine 06:30 xxx, you have that as part of your username @Paradine 06:30 you also have four digits @Bahaiullah 06:30 yin and yang, ouroboros @Paradine 06:30 i'm @Anon 06:30 Yeah. I prefer to fuck with electrity myself when i do that. I apparently put out an EMF strong enough to interfere with radios without even trying. Kek. @Paradine 06:30 It's wild. @Paradine 06:31 I was given seroquel off label for sleep at one pont @Paradine 06:31 had a paradoxical reaction @Paradine 06:31 my glasses warped in their frame while I was sleeping @Paradine 06:31 I could turn on and off my bedside lamp by holding the cord @Paradine 06:31 and pieces of paper would follow me around the house due to static electricity @Anon 06:32 My lamp had a habit of flipping on and off too, was one of those touch style ones. Was honestly pretty funny. @xxxnihilo 06:32 I used to fuck up every piece of tech i touched @Anon 06:32 Usually did it when i was around, too. @xxxnihilo 06:32 until i gained control of my abilities @Paradine 06:32 ya'll watched The Color out of Space? @xxxnihilo 06:32 shit wrnt haywire around me @Paradine 06:32 yeah, I had to learn what's known as technomancy @Paradine 06:32 now I can help make shit work by holding it or focusing my intent @xxxnihilo 06:32 me too @Paradine 06:32 feels awesome @xxxnihilo 06:33 yes! @xxxnihilo 06:33 im glad to have another technomancer to talk with @Paradine 06:33 really blew this one girl's mind when her computer hung and i was like i got this @Anon 06:33 Also guys, i honestly don't have a Discord. Lol. Oh yeah, i have a knack for making machines just work or break too. Got an old laptop which i was told the battery was shot...But it hasn't shown any signs of that since i was using it. Lel @Paradine 06:33 and put my hand on the display @Paradine 06:33 and it instantly worked @Paradine 06:33 works with ATMs too @Paradine 06:33 actually got some videos @Paradine 06:34 but what I prefer to work with is the confluence of music and time @Paradine 06:34 xxx, i need to sleep soon @Paradine 06:34 can you add @Paradine 06:34 paste it in @Paradine 06:34 or @Paradine 06:34 give me the four digits accompanying your username @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:34 before you go, i want to hear your take on music @Bahaiullah 06:34 adios fellos @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:35 you said it's possible use music for good also, not just for negativity? @Paradine 06:35 Art is the purest form of warfare. @Paradine 06:35 Absolutely it is @Paradine 06:35 check this @Paradine 06:35 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvPE0KE4YuY @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:35 How can I tell, for example from electronic music, if it's music made by the enemy @third party euro guy from /x/ 06:35 especially if there's no lyrics @Paradine 06:35 Why care? @Paradine 06:35 Refuse to let it oppose you. @Paradine 06:36 If it's a weapon, use it for your own ends. @Paradine 06:36 some songs are harder to learn to use this way than others @Paradine 06:36 other songs, though, some so close to transcendent perfection that they can actually be painful to hear @Paradine 06:36 initially @Paradine 06:36 the whole thing @Paradine 06:37 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UvPE0KE4YuY @Paradine 06:37 sorry @Paradine 06:37 Who but would smile at Paradine?#9595 @Paradine 06:37 copy that message, paste it in @Anon 06:37 I copied your username on Discord Paradine, now for you Nihilo. I would love to get in touch with you two later on if that's okay. @Paradine 06:37 happy to talk @Paradine 06:37 I have a variety of people I discuss magic and other things with @Paradine 06:37 what is within quotation marks is the username @Paradine 06:37 it's a sentence with punctuation for a reason @xxxnihilo 06:38 absolutely okay. i really need people to talk to this shit gets lonely @Paradine 06:38 saaaaameee @xxxnihilo 06:38 aha. well it worked @Anon 06:39 I plan to make a account soon, so i can talk when you guys wanna do it. Nihilo, what's your full username? @Anon 06:39 I wanna be able to get in touch with you both if you two are leaving here at a later date. @Paradine 06:39 Nihilo did you register for nitro or @Paradine 06:39 get an insane number? @xxxnihilo 06:41 i didnt register for nitro no @Paradine 06:41 see, that's fucking wild @Paradine 06:41 nice onee @Anon 06:42 Alright, i got both your usernames. Be getting in touch with you two as soon as i can. :) @xxxnihilo 06:42 74=GD=Golden Dawn @xxxnihilo 06:42 looking forward to it. goodnight all. @Anon 06:42 I don't have a microphone on my main rig.(The one i am currently using.) So we can't talk via audio, but honestly i prefer text anyway. It's easier for me. @Paradine 06:43 peace gamers @Paradine 06:43 same @Paradine 06:43 talking too slow