maybe this life wasnt made for us ill see you soon loser :) <3 actually im sad haha nobody is helping me even i help them everytime haha so much fun sucks actually being a nice guy and never getting reconized ^^ but i guess thats why i try 2 always stay the same even plenty Friends left me and im slowly getting tired of it sooo yeahh funziees hehe im not even used 2 write that but im kinda feeling better writing that hopefully the party is getting fun atleast so yeah maybe one day i found a real Freind which isnt ignoring me after a week when i just give that Person th at Attention that that Person wants and getting than tired of me haah its making me sad everytime but i got one REAL FRIEND and he is still in contact with me even he is doing somthing really exhausting and stressfull but still send me smt to keep flames w hich is soooo cool and i really Respect that so thank you too that Person <3 i really being happy having atleast one Friend which is always in Contact with me without giving S**** and yassss hopefully one Day i get some more but i guess thats how Life goes . Giving all ur Time and Effort to every SINGLE Person u met again and telling them the same Stuff again and there always saying the same its slowly getting really boring and exhausting so yeah i hope atleast U or the Person IF IM SENDING IT is not feeling the same and slowly dying in Pain but telling nobody because u dont wanna mess up ur Friendship or making that Person sick/destryoing there Vibe. :) I get ignored for hours but still reply in seconds or getting left on read forever even u trying to unde rstand why but nobody talks about it and then one day they just act like u dont even exist and theres is nothing u can do but keep smiling and pretend u didnt noticed and thats the worst feeling when u find out you didnt mean as musch to someone as you tho ught you did and you look so stupid for caring too much I say sorry too much. I think Im annoying even if Im not. If you give me a Compliment i wont believe it I rarely open up to Persons because im terrified of getting hurt again. I overthink things and always think im doin something wrong. I like to help People/Freinds with there Problems too hide from mine :) When im moody or just talking and saying Stuff i dont even mean it at all (when im mean) . I will fogive u no matter what you do. I always make u laugh if u dont tell me whats up i will continuosly ask whats wrong . Despite what im dealing with I always be there for U :) PERSONAL FEELING HAHA HELP PLS ^^ im tired of being the nice guy it say nice guys finish last for a reason. You start to care y ou start to feel something you start to make other people happy instead of yourself. AND FOR WHAT ? they just leave u broken when they get bored of you and the only thing you ask is **what did I do wrong !** i dont know if i wanna do this anymore its sad h ow u learn to treat them like a star but in return youll get treated like a fan for WHAT BEING TOO NICE haha cool And im not perfect. Ill annoy you.make fun of you.say stupid things, but youll never find someone that loves/cares about you as much as i do :) im felling sooooo much better now writing that all down just a small example ^^ been awhile tho your Leopard