urls in red are no longer in eir possession urls in blue are currently in use main blog urls that we know of: hip-shop, thrashmachine, [d slur]roguefort , blueberrypiecookie , miamidisco, peachcookie, normieprivilege, scamperingbiscuits, beaconsofunity, pawnblackcookie other accounts: errorwave (art), losulci (edits), magnificentsymphony (ships), Anan12735682 (former twitter username), melonbuncookie (former twitter username), cookiezrun (current twitter username) discord accounts that we know of: master of the gulls cecil#5607, the cat says meow#8822 previous discord names: going crazy, going stupid#5607, OwO? (grabs you)#5607, nyas you to death#5607, owner of ai run#5607, lesbianism time#5607, diagnosed with bitch#5607 content warnings: transmisogyny, misgendering, racism, antiblackness, guilt tripping (along with this comes mentions of suicide and trauma, as ridley frequently hid behind eirs to dodge accountability), antisemitism, manipulation, attempting to convert someone to christianity, insensitivity/racism from a white christian in general. ridley is an incredibly manipulative and dishonest person, and has displayed all these attitudes and behaviors. some notes: ridley has gone by ridley, acair, and akira. moon goes by both amal and moon. both of these people are referred to with multiple names throughout this doc. ridley uses any pronouns, so he/she/they are used interchangeably throughout the doc. EDIT: cecil now uses he/she/ey pronouns, so the doc has been edited to match his pronouns accordingly. however, some older screenshots will still refer to her as they/them, as he went by any pronouns at the time. TL;DR: ridley is an extremely manipulative and dishonest person, using deception and guilt tripping to get eir way. ey exhibit extremely transmisogynistic and racist (& particularly antiblack) behavior, as well as repeatedly acting extremely inappropriately with regards to christianity. on more than one occasion ey have deliberately gone to people who are at their most vulnerable and attempted to convert them, including minors. this is a pattern that has lasted years and years, and whenever ridley’s past catches up with em and the new people ey’ve duped learn something about eir past, ey proceed to lie and slander the people ey’ve hurt, claiming that people deliberately triggered em* or did some other horrible thing in an attempt to drum up sympathy from the latest person ey're leeching off of. as part of this, ey always demand people not talk to anyone ey've hurt, because ey know otherwise the person would hear the full story and see actual evidence and realize ey're lying. *ey consider being called manipulative and being banned from servers triggers of eirs. which is awfully convenient, because it lets em claim anyone who rightfully bans em or calls em out on eir extremely manipulative behavior “deliberately triggered em”. finally, ey have a habit of remaking and changing eir name in an attempt to dodge accountability for eir shitty behavior. currently ey claim to go by “cecil” and have the account normieprivilege, where ey reblog eir own art and tag it as #insp. it is, however, very clearly still em, for reasons we get into in “the rollcake situation”. proof of all of these claims is below: table of contents [click to jump] 1. the ocean getaway situation: 2. the stove escape situation: 3. flower garden: 4. the block evading: 5. the official cookie run server thing: 6. the milk cookie stuff: 7. sols experiences with ridley: 8. more shitty behavior with christianity 9. the rollcake situation 10. more claims the ocean getaway situation: some testimony from me, moon, to contextualize my part of this: i met ridley sometime in...august? of 2019. ey messaged me on tumblr talking about cookie run, and eventually asked for my discord. upon accepting eir friend request, ey noted i also happen to be in the ocean getaway server, a cookie run server. i don’t remember exactly when i joined ocean getaway - i just know i hadn’t spoken there after initially joining and was in general not active at all there and basically never checked it. the reason for this is that i’m generally put off by large servers with lots of channels. so, that means when, a little bit later, out of nowhere ridley asked me to leave the server, i just did so without questioning it. ey told me the server owner’s girlfriend had acted incredibly guilt trippy and manipulative towards em, and when ey got upset about this, the server owner banned em. ey ended up joining another, smaller server i was more active in and am now a mod of. (but was not a mod at the time), called stove escape. the owner of ocean getaway was in this server; however, soon after ridley joined, the owner of ocean getaway was banned. i didn’t find out why until much later, but what happened was that ridley lied to the then only mods of stove escape, millie and inali, claiming that ey (ridley) had been banned from ocean getaway because the server owner’s girlfriend posted self harm in public channels and, when ridley called her on this, the server owner banned em. here are the messages ridley sent to millie, stove escape’s owner, asking them to kick the owner of ocean getaway: transcript: [nyas you to death [ridley] oh sweet!! also uhh Mill[i]e I don't mean to be that guy but [server owner] is in this server and he's well long story short I am looking for cr servers because [server owner] said a lot of nasty things about me and let his mods kick me from his other server over an accident and called me a bunch of bad things over my mental illness I don't rlly wanna talk about it but I don't feel comfortable with him in there nyas you to death [ridley] the only thing I ask is that if [server owner] asks why don't give him any details because I'm paranoid and I don't want more trouble or if he asks just. don't mention me nyas you to death [ridley] actually in fact all of this happened because I had a ptsd breakdown and [server owner] called me manipulative for telling him that this happened nyas you to death [ridley] the mods of the other server did as well and they said they weren't going to acknowledge my mental illness when they weren't told about it even though another member frequently posted graphic self harm details of herself in the main channel [server owner] 's girlfriend was constantly posting this kind of thing and it was making people uncomfortable but we were supposed to deal with it because she's "mentally ill" Like okay cool but like so is everyone else She doesn't get to post that shit and guilt trip people and make everyone else stand on edge, especially when she's an adult in a server full of minors (edited) "she's my girlfriend of course I'm going to prioritize her" were [server owner] 's exact words when I asked him about why his gf was allowed to say these things in chat (edited) like graphic gore in the chat was SPECIFICALLY A TRIGGER HALF OF THIS SERVER HAD yet [server owner] let a mod kick me for confusing someone's pronouns for like the five other people I was talking to (Specifically it was his girlfriend [server owner's girlfriend] but ksbsnanz . I don't want to seem rude about this or hold anything against [server owner] ) (edited) I just really do not feel comfortable with him in the chat after how he handled his other one (edited) sorry if these get edited a lot I'm tired as hell rn and I'm trying to keep the pronouns straight and I think I'm confusing myself nyas you to death [ridley] yeah it wasn't fair [server owner's girlfriend] got to use her mental illness to excuse her guilt tripping while I was called manipulative for telling [server owner] he hurt me nyas you to death [ridley] thank you, please don't mention my name btw please] notice how sparse ridley is on details here. ey just say that the ocean getaway server owner made fun of em for eir mental illness, and leave out any specifics such as what the server owner said or what the circumstances were. this is because if ey had been more specific, millie would’ve realized ey were in the wrong. what made us realize that ridley had been dishonest here was that i had been told nothing about the self harm accusation, which makes it extremely suspicious. why mention it to millie and not me? we then found out from said server owner and girlfriend ourselves that what actually happened was ridley had misgendered the server owner’s girlfriend in a voice call - said person is a trans woman. upon being corrected, ridley immediately began guilt tripping and minimizing what ey had done until ey were banned from the server. note how ridley left all of these details out when talking to millie, saying only that ey had been insulted over eir mental health. ridley flattened “they didn’t tolerate me guilt tripping [server owner’s gf] over her being upset about being misgendered” into “they didn’t acknowledge my mental illness”. ey lied. that lie wasn’t enough, though. to give eir accusation more “oomph”, ey fabricated the server owner’s girlfriend posting self harm in public channels entirely. if this had happened, why not mention it to me? why only mention it to millie when ey’re trying to get ocean getaway’s server owner banned? more evidence that the self harm accusation is entirely false: transcription: [ thrashmachine (ridley) said: “Sorry I can wait I’m just upset that a mod did this and I feel like you guys care more about vivi than you do me and it’s upsetting that mod isn’t apologizing or getting reprimanded 4 giving me a ptsd attack when what happened was an honest mistake that once again wasn’t even directed at vivi. Like, I get she’s upset and all that but I have mental issues too and I’m sorry for what happened to her but it wasn’t on purpose I feel bad that everyone seems to be treating that way. i have feelings too.”] this is an ask ridley sent to the owner of ocean getaway asking to be let back in - no mention of self harm at all, when one would assume if that was why ey had actually been banned, that would be the first thing ey’d say. not to mention, if ey’re so uncomfortable with ocean getaway’s server owner to the point of harassing him to let em back in, why did ey get him banned from stove escape? so ey misgendered a trans woman, proceeded to guilt trip her and her girlfriend, minimized what ey had done, then acted like she was the one acting inappropriately and even went so far as to lie about the server owner to get him kicked from an entirely different server. the initial misgendering happened in a voice call. however, right after, the server owner’s girlfriend told ridley she’s a trans woman and then ridley misgendered her again and called her guilt trippy for being unhappy at getting misgendered. in the following screenshots, the deleted user is the girlfriend; she remade her discord recently. transcription: [Deleted User [server owner’s gf] I’m a trans girl nyas you to death [ridley] I’m hard of hearing huh? what happened wait what Deleted User [server owner’s gf] Didn’t you say he] transcription: [Deleted User [server owner’s gf] Gee I wonder why I’m sorry I’m just incredibly upset right now nyas you to death [ridley] nah you’re fine once again i probably wasn’t thinking about you...if that makes you feel better uhh anything I can do to help? Deleted User [server owner’s gf] Man just to think, I was so excited earlier today] transcription: [nyas you to death [ridley] dude you can stop with the guilt tripping alright that’s not cool Deleted User [server owner’s gf] Hah, dude] in the same breath as telling her not to guilt trip after ridley definitely hurt her, ridley..........misgenders her again. yeah. so, as was said before, ridley guilt tripped and manipulated eir way into rejoining ocean getaway. transcription: (in yellow is ocean getaway’s owner and redacted in orange is his girlfriend) [[quote] I don’t understand why [Server Owner’s GF]’s mental illness is being acknowledged while me, another member of the group, isnt. the mod kicking me with no prior warning sent me into a panic attack because of my ptsd with prior group chats. I feel that it is unfair that she gets consideration for her suicidal tendencies when my ptsd is not even acknowledged or even considered here. [Server Owner’s GF] should be held accountable just as I am because of the guilt tripping she said to me. What I did was accidental, what she did was on purpose. Why am I being penalized for something I didn’t even intend to do and that was a complete and honest mistake? I haven’t even done anything to warrant such suspicion of my character and I’m disappointed the mods are acting this way about my situation. If the apology I gave to [Server Owner] to give to [His GF] is not satisfactory, then I am willing to make it again because I am sorry for what I did. However, I am beyond upset that the mods are ignoring my feelings in this situation while they continue to acknowledge [the GF’s] Especially when one of you went AGAINST what someone else told you. I should not be paying for someone else’s rushed mistake. I haven’t read any of this. I’m just gonna send [quote] it wasnt just an accident it was 2 accidents and an intentional moment of calling he/him lesbians “””transmisogynist””” earlier that day akira wants back in and would resort to extremes to get back in even though their views were literally harming people here to their dms, this seems like a good enough response] so, ridley misgendered a trans woman twice and then proceeded to demand she be punished in some way for...the crime of feeling hurt at being misgendered. ridley didn’t actually learn any better because ey proceeded to misgender the server owner (who is a he/him lesbian and doesn’t use she/her) AND degender the same trans woman by referring to her with they/them when she only uses she/her. transcription: [Wand (archive) (wand’s old account) Aighty [quote] why does [server owner] think My messages were upsetting literally all I asked her was why she let a mod kick me i wasn’t guilt tripping him!!!! why does [server owner’s gf] get coddled for their mental illness but I’m demonized for it!!! There’s still some stuff they don’t want me to send, but it’s probably just feelings they got These are just the tip of the iceberg, btw] there’s also something deeply nasty about ridley claiming the server owner’s girlfriend was being “coddled for her mental illness” when she was being defended against someone who had misgendered her twice and who showed little remorse for it. the stove escape situation: as mentioned previously, ridley joined stove escape soon after being banned from ocean getaway. some context, for those unfamiliar with cr: multiple characters in cookie run have explicit they/them used, but many others don’t have pronouns used for them at all. in stove escape it was explicitly a rule not to use he/him or she/her for these characters, the reason being that, while pronouns =/= gender, it’s suspicious to always assign a character a pronoun based on their presentation. essentially, if you see pigtails and a dress and always think she/her in absence of she/her ever being used, or you see a character easier to read as masculine than feminine and immediately assign them he/him, even for a nonbinary person to do that reeks of certain assumptions and biases. also ey flat out admitted it: transcription: [OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] wait pitaya is [a] man tho] as well as this later on from when someone asked, again, for ridley to stop using he/him for pitaya so much: transcription: [nyas you to death [ridley] That’s valid tbh...they’re probably gonna refer to pitaya as he eventually because that’s the pronouns the red dragon went by in LINE] some points: 1. the LINE red dragon and pitaya dragon cookie have little to no relation; they were created very far apart and the red dragon looks nothing like pitaya or their dragon form that can be seen in their ability. 2. there are several retcons between LINE and ovenbreak, another example being devil cookie who used he/him in LINE and they/them in ovenbreak. 3. the fact that ridley was trying to insist that he/him usage now is fine because they might use he/him later is...strange to say the least. again, pronouns =/= gender. but ridley clearly wasn’t treating it that way. but anyway, ridley broke this rule repeatedly, and repeatedly, ey’ve had it explained to em why this is in place and why none of us wanted to see em repeatedly see feminine presentation and go “girl!” and masculine presentation and go “boy!” - and there can be no doubt that although he might claim he saw them as nonbinary and using he/him or she/her, it’s deeply telling how tightly presentation is tied to the specific pronoun he used, as well as the fact that for such characters he used she/her and he/him respectively for, he would also use feminine or masculine language respectively. essentially, it was a very, very thin pretext. he would sometimes deflect by saying devsisters is cowardly for not explicitly using they/them - and i call this a deflection instead of a valid point because all of us in stove escape frequently rag on devsisters and their many failings, including in this aspect. this was not about devsisters, this was about ridley’s behavior. so, this was a persistent problem for months, to the point where, because of ridley, millie had to make an announcement specifically reminding everyone not to use she/her or he/him for the cookies with unspecified pronouns. there are so many examples that to show all of them (which isn’t even everything - as i said, this went on for months) would stretch this already long document much much more. because of this we put some examples in this imgur album. again, this is a small sample, and a subset at that because these are only messages ridley did not correct. (generally we asked em to correct eir messages) eventually, ey were kicked. at the time, discussion among the mods noted that it was frankly unfair how many chances ridley had been given - but given em ey were, because at the time we wanted to think well of em. however, in early april, it had reached a breaking point, and ey were finally kicked. ridley was PISSED about this. ey were not kicked without warning; ey had it explained to em exactly why this was happening. ey had repeatedly broken a rule and, despite repeatedly having had it explained to em, proceeded to continue breaking it. ey sent an absolute flood of guilt trippy messages to millie, the following screenshots being only a miniscule sample: transcription: [do you even consider me a friend? Do you and Amal [/moon] actually care about me? Or was I just being strung along like a circus sideshow? do you know I’m crying right now because of this? Because I’m scared right now that I have to relive everything I’ve suffered within the past several years?] transcription: [i am trying my hardest. i am not being childish. please believe me when i say this millie. Please. I am not saying this lightly. I am not saying all of this to guilt trip to you. I am having a massive fucking breakdown right now and there really are a lot of things I could be saying to you but that I’m not.] transcription: [you appall me goodbye. i will forgive you one day.] all this over being kicked from a server for repeatedly breaking the rules and not accepting multiple corrections - more corrections than a stranger would’ve gotten. ey were discord friends with millie and myself moon, so while ey were no longer able to contact several other people, ey were able to contact us. more testimony from me, moon - after millie finally blocked em, ey proceeded to immediately PM me and begin an entitled, whiny rant. millie had been showing me what ey were saying as ey said it, and at this point, while i had been previously hoping ey could learn better even if ey were ultimately being kicked from stove escape, what millie showed me angered me greatly. i have a deep distaste for guilt trippers who use their own emotional distress to manipulate other people, so at this point i was utterly disgusted with em and ey had, emself, immediately ruined any chance we could continue to be friends after this. what ey PM’d me: transcription: [OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] i am going to say this nicely and i am going to say it to you now that I have said it to millie you appall me. the both of you. i do not want any replies on until i am done typing. Which will be a while but I am beyond grief with you and millie and I am beyond fucking WORDS for how I have been treated. moon moon moon [moon/amal] shut the fuck up with that. no seriously shut the fuck up what’s wrong with you] transcription: [OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] no. i will defend myself for once in my life moon moon moon [moon/amal] you whiny piece of shit we gave you so many fucking chances but all you can do is snivel and whine i thought of you as a friend until the way you spoke to millie you will get no satisfaction. may you never.] i reacted with anger due to being furious that this person i once thought of as a friend had ranted at my other friend for hours, and then proceeded to PM me and DEMAND that i sit quietly and obediently while ey wailed at me over...being kicked from a server due to breaking its rules. yeah. this rankled me because it was an incredibly entitled and childish way to act - telling me i needed to sit still and shut up while ey RAGE at me? really? also, there was an element that i, as a brown person, felt very very very...well there’s a Certain Feeling about a white person telling you to sit there quietly while they rage at you over something you were not in the wrong for. the part about “i will defend myself for once in my life” was especially insulting considering ey were defending emself from people who had kicked em from a server for repeatedly breaking its rules. my comment about may ey never get satisfaction was because i blocked em instead of letting em send me a long rant. flower garden: so, flower garden is an offshoot server of ocean getaway. ridley had successfully guilt tripped ocean getaway’s owner into letting em rejoin, and ey proceeded to join this offshoot server as well. again, it’s very very suspicious that ey had gotten me to leave ocean getaway before lying and claiming that actually the owner and his gf had done something terrible to em, only for ey emself to later rejoin. but anyway, this is being brought up because immediately after being kicked, ridley was in there talking shit. the censored user is another member of flower garden transcription: [OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] I got. The most fucking idiot shit today from someone . someone said to me that it was biphobic for me to want sea fairy and roguefort to be lesbians and that I was biphobic for being upset if they were going to like men and it’s so. what the hell kind of shit are you SMOKING this was by people popular in the cr fandom too like do NONE of you think before you speak] transcription: [[user] oh god. who was it if you dont mind asking??? because i know some of the bigger people in this fandom have that brainrot sadly OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] imitationknife actually [user] oh OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] which is fucking odd because they usually have a good track record with this shit but i guess lesbians are their final straw huh] transcription: [OwO? (grabs you) [ridley] yeah im being serious they and their friend neoaugment I think were yelling at me earlier for saying I didn’t want sea fairy to like men and I’m like hello? im a fucking lesbian of course I don’t want them to like men you dipshit]