born into the cult (as well as every other occupation). The cult understands the ins and outs of policing (as well as every other occupation). They infiltrate all our organisations, I also saw an article about a ritual abuse therapy group that was infiltrated and complained of Satanists undermining their efforts from the inside. Infiltration is their MO. A large percentage of mind-control victims report having animals killed in front of them, and the kids at McMartin reported the daycare workers killed turtles and rabbits in front of them. Investigators found turtle shells and evidence of tunnels under McMartin, despite the official story and the almost perfectly-executed cover up. This evidence is presented in detail on endritualabuse.org and ritualabuse.us and many other online resources. I've only brushed on a few things here, do your own research into ritual abuse at daycare centres in the 80s and 90s. There's mountains of information online. I think the reason McMartin preschool in the US was almost exposed was that the rituals weren't traumatic enough to induce dissociative amnesia, so hundreds of kids remembered the abuse. At McMartin kids were taken through tunnels under the preschool and sexually abused by preschool staff during rituals where cute animals were killed in front of them, so you can't even imagine how bad the ones where the kids DO go amnesic must be! Symptoms of Ritual Abuse Ritual abuse is a form of trauma-based mind-control designed to make the child grow up to become evil, sadistic, murderous and obsessed with death and weaponry. That's the whole point of it: to make kids kill, to groom children to become the next generations of cult perpetrators. Here are some of the symptoms of repressed ritual abuse I personally exhibited as a kid: - When I was a teenager I would write things similar to "The shotgun blast ripped open the baby's abdomen, spraying putrid intenstines which unravelled as they flew through the air, spewing fermented diarrhea everywhere." I would take what I had written and obsessively post it all over YouTube comments on "cute baby" videos. That's what the cult mind-control feels like! I think all of them have this programming. I spread a lot of negative energy and I guess I'm making up for it now. - When I was a teen I had intense fantasises of mass murder and serial killings. - I would draw and write art and creative writing of people being gruesomely killed with extremely elaborate details about the blood and gore. - Throughout my teens I was making and testing sophisticated explosives (all described in more detail in A.D.S). A high ranking cult member called Dan admitted to me in 2017 that when I was 17-years-old they tried to hypnotise me to blow up my school. They tried to hypnotise me to become the next Adam Lanza, but I'm fighting back! - I remember as a teenager I wrote on social media about how I wanted to die a "spectactular" death and wrote a gruesome description of myself being blown up with lots of bloody and gory details (obviously symptomatic of my mind-control programming). I honestly had no idea how horrifying that must have been to those around me. - Tori was obsessed with hookers and she wanted a stripper pole. Maybe that's what the cult was hypnotising her to become? The cult programs the girls to become sex slaves, the boys are programmed to become perps/killers. - I remember as a kid I was obsessed with "Happy Tree Friends" which were extremely gruesome cartoons of cute animals being killed and mutilated. - Tori wanted to do Year 10 work experience as a mortician. The cult mind- control programming makes you become intensely obsessed with death, gore and killing so naturally many Satanists will become morticians and coronors. I'm sure the cult has the ability to forge toxicology reports and write off murders as suicides/accidents/natural causes. They also run crematories, I've heard, so they can dispose of bodies without any evidence. - As a teen I remember I would show the other kids at school gore and scat websites like Ogrish, rotten.com and Tubgirl in the middle of class. - From my perspective I was just innocently playing. I honestly thought that my only problem was that I was extremely shy. I guess it was more apparent to those around me than it was to me because this girl at school who was nice to my face told Tori to stay away from me because "He's fucked up, his whole family is fucked up." I'll tell you why I was "fucked up", it's called SATANIC RITUAL ABUSE. - I remember another piece of important evidence. Throughout Year 8-9 I think it was I would obsessively say the word "fiend" at school. I would call everyone "fiends" and describe everything as "fiendish". It was just like when I would tell the other kids to "worship death" in Year 4 in that from my perspective I was just innocently playing. I don't even think I knew what the word meant. My dictionary defines the word fiend as "An evil spirit or demon". I'm very sure this is further evidence of cult mind-control. - More on "fiend": I think I was pretty well known for doing this because I vaguely recall even the teachers would play along and say things like, "All right, you little fiend." - I would keep telling Tori "I'm a robot" and "beep beep". I think I was unconsciously re-enacting my repressed mind-control rituals. - Far more than any other theme, in my drawings and creative writing I depicted people being shot with guns and lots of gore. All my creative works involved large amounts of blood and gore, skulls, corpses, zombies and weaponry. - When I was a kid I would break doors, put holes in walls, scream so hard my lungs hurt and punch walls until I broke bones and this was completely disproportionate to the current situation. These dysfunctions are symptoms of deep-rooted trauma. My (arranged) friend Josh Borrowdale was also a victim, I'm pretty sure. The cult was hypnotising him to manufacture and test explosives, just like me. The last time I had contact with him around 2011 he was developing chemical weapons. Borrowdale was the guy I called B. in my first book ADS. He described very emotionally to me once that he was "scared of people". I also had severe social phobia most my life and ritual abuse psychotherapist Dr. Ellen Lacter describes social phobia as a symptom of ritual abuse programming. Mind-control victims are deeply damaged even if they seem superficially functional, until of course they learn the truth about their lives and start to heal. Addictions, overeating and obesity, social/interpersonal problems, narcissism, sadism, poor emotional regulation are some examples of how the repressed trauma manifests, even if they may seem superficially functional. As a teenager I was probably one of their most emotionally disturbed ritual abuse victims because as well as the ritual abuse programming, I had few ties or support with friends and family, poverty and a lot other disadvantages, never shown any love, 16-years-old was the first time I ever hugged another person (Tori) in my life, to the best of my recollection, no affection from or towards family, my computer was my best friend and still is. Teachers need to learn to identify ritually abused children. So far that's the best way I can think of to identify cult families. Kids aren't as good as adults at hiding symptoms/evidence. Here are some of the symptoms I exhibited in school and I observed many in the other two victims I knew personally (Tori and Borrowdale). These line up perfectly with the symptoms documented by ritual abuse therapists: - Depictions of death,gore, extreme violence, weapons in creative works such as drawing and writing. - Self-mutilation and suicidality. - Acting out themes of death and killing during play. - Extreme emotional/social disturbances. - Obsession with pentagrams, Nazis, occult themes, weaponry etc. - Attraction to "powerful figures", such as heavily-armed gunmen and crime lords. - Obsession with serial killers and mass murderers. These symptoms are what I personally witnessed, and it lines up perfectly to what ritual abuse therapists have documented. The whole point of ritual abuse is to make cult children grow up to be horrifyingly sadistic and disturbed like this. A cult defector writing under the pseudonym Svali uses the term "Fourth Reich programming". Ritual abuse is mind-control! Insights into Mind-Control Here's the situation. Organised child abusers have found a way to make children amnesic, then further developed it into sophisticated mind-control, and now they're trying to take over the world with it in the name of an occult ideology. That's what all this is about. If anything happens to me, it was because I knew about this. Check out these psychology papers here: "A Helpful Way to Conceptualize and Understand Reenactments" by Michael S. Levy, Ph.D. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3330499/ "The Compulsion to Repeat the Trauma - Psychiatric Clinics of North America, Volume 12, Number 2, Pages 389-411, June 1989." http://www.cirp.org/library/psych/vanderkolk/ The papers describe in lengthy detail how traumatised children compulsively re-enact the theme of the trauma. The phenomenon of repressing trauma and then compulsively re-enacting the trauma unconsciously is the cornerstone of how mind-control works. Also look up the "Greenbaum" speech on MPD and ritual abuse, on YouTube. "Hypnosis in MPD: Ritual Abuse. The Greenbaum Speech" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9FUersarZuo Here is a bit of further reading: "Mind Control with Electromagnetic Frequency" https://www.g-casa.com/conferences/shanghai/paper_pdf/Liu- mindcontrol.pdf "Survey of Evidence Regarding Mind Control Experiments" http://mindjustice.org/overview2005numbered.pdf I think a common example of re-enacting trauma you might have seen is how people abused as children by their parents grow up to seek out relationships that are abusive in the same manner as the relationships they had with their parents. When the kids who attended Mornington Peninsula came home acting bizzarely and urinating on their siblings, this is annother example of the acting out of trauma, they were urinated on during Satanic rituals and they were re-enacting the trauma. Scat and urine are commonly used during the rituals, this is well-documented by ritual abuse therapists. When I was in primary school, someone known to my parents who my mother called "Michael the Painter" and my father called "Uncle Michael" would send me strange parcels in the mail. The parcels contained items including a box with a picture of a gun on it (the box a toy gun came in), a few party poppers and later in my early teens I think it was, he sent me a couple parcels containing cheap folding knives, which I would carry at school and self-harm with. This is an example of how the mind-control involves showing the victim hypnotic references or "reminders" of past trauma. Perhaps these items referred to my programming rituals which I strongly believe involved being abused with cap guns and party poppers to develop obsessive compulsive behaviour towards guns and explosives. Psychotherapists treating ritual abuse say programmers give the victim weapons so they can harm themselves if they disobey the mind-control programming. Maybe that's why Michael sent me the knives? When I was in primary school I would terrorise my cat and brother with party poppers, unconsciously re-enacting the repressed trauma of my programming rituals which must have involved being abused with party poppers, probably around age 3-4. When I was in primary school I would pack toilet rolls with pine needles, write "TNT" on it and set it on fire. When I made my first successful explosive device around age 12, I was filled with joy and exclaimed "Mum, it was louder than a party popper!" which was due to me unconsciously conquering the repressed trauma of being abused with party poppers by compulsively re-enacting it, exactly like described in psychology papers on traumatised children. By the time I was 17-years-old this same psychological phenomenon had progressed to me manufacturing 600 grams of urea nitrate along with 50 grams of TATP (that amount is equivalent in power as a mortar round), gathering up some shrapnel and threatening to blow someone at school up. All this was me unconsciously trying to feel a sense of control that repressed memories of ritual abuse involving party poppers left me without. This is the INTENT of the cult pedophiles. Ritual abuse is mind-control! Furthermore, a high-ranking cult member who called himself Dan, who I spoke with in April 2017, admitted that my theory I was abused with party poppers was spot-on, and he said he had no idea how I figured it out. Pedophiles in the cult abuse toddlers with party poppers in rituals that are so traumatic the kid represses them (dissociative amnesia) and the kid compulsivey re-enacts the trauma by developing obsessive compulsive behaviour towards explosives. They do similar with cap guns to make the kid obsessed with both guns and explosives. In school I would zone out in class and compulsively draw guns, heavily- armed gunmen, people being killed with guns and people being killed in general to unconsciously gain a sense of mastery over the repressed memories of being abused with cap guns or even witnessing someone being murdered with a real gun during occult rituals at very young age. Same with with bombs, I'd make explosives to unconsciously master deep-rooted trauma of being abused with party poppers during these rituals. In primary school I was obsessed with the idea of building an underground box out of which a mechanical arm holding a cap gun would come out. This may have been unconscious reenacting of trauma of being abused with cap guns (arm holding a cap gun). Maybe the underground box represented a grave? Many ritual abuse victims report being put in coffins in mock burials. It's commonly known that abused people often grow up to abuse others in the same way they were abused. That's the goal of cult mind-control (ritual abuse), they abuse toddlers with cap guns and party poppers so they will grow up to abuse others with real guns and real explosives. It's well documented that abuse victims can harbour extreme feelings of anger and revenge towards their perpetrator but in the case of ritual abuse, these memories are repressed so the person directs these feelings of anger towards innocent people, never understanding the actual source of these feelings. I think this is possibly another aspect of how mind-control assassins are created. Traumatised children and youth act out and re-enact the theme of the trauma in their play and depict the trauma in their creative works. Any sexual abuse therapist could tell you that. The mind-control is based on this phenomenon. It might seem bizzare and difficult to understand why I went on the run with a shotgun in 2013, but the cult mind-control programming makes you so obsessed with guns that guns feel like the solution to everything. It was like guns were the most interesting thing in the world. It also feels like your only option is to go on the run due to the pervasiveness of the gang-stalkers' surveillance, and that's my theory about why the Tromp family went on the run. Two of my teenage attempts at building a gun due to mind-control, around age 16. See this page, which surveys victims of state-sponsored mind-control. "Torture-based, Government-sponsored Mind Control Experimentation on Children" http://my.dmci.net/~casey/GovernmentSponsoredMindControlExperiments- MediaPacket.pdf I have a good BS detector, at least when it comes to these topics, and this website looks very credible to me. According to the survey, a significant percentage of victims of state- sponsored mind-control who can consciously remember their programming rituals report that a baby was murdered in front of them at very young age. In school Tori told me that she "hated" babies. Repressed trauma manifests as either an attraction or repulsion/phobia towards the theme of the trauma. I showed Tori the gruesome lyrics to the song "Baby Killer" by Devourment and she liked it. Another example, as a teenager I would write things similar to "the shotgun blast ripped open the baby's abdomen, spraying intenstines which unravelled as they flew through the air, leaking fecal matter everywhere". My drawings and the death metal bands I listened to were equally graphic. I would take this things I wrote and post them on the comments section of "cute baby" Youtube videos because it felt so good to be sick and gross people out. That's what the cult mind-control programming feels like. This mind-control victim survey website seems very credible to me, it's definitely not "conspiracy nut" nonsense. I have a very good bullshit detector when it comes to these matters. Severely traumatised people unconsciously reenact the trauma, and in this instance they reenact someone being killed in front of them at young age.... by becoming obsessed with killing people themselves, never understanding that they were simply acting out repressed trauma. I think this is how they program cult children to kill. They kill someone, often a baby, in front of cult toddlers and the kid represses the memory but compulsively re-enacts it by becoming obsessed with killing people and dead babies. If you sacrifice a baby on a pentagram altar in front of a toddler, the toddler will repress the memory but unconsciously re-enact the repressed memory by growing up to be compulsively obsessed with dead babies and pentagrams. That's how the mind-control works, they are programming cult children to become evil using trauma-based techniques. That's the whole purpose of ritual abuse. A high-ranking cult member called Dan told me that trauma and hypnosis were pretty much the same thing. I have heard someone use the term "rape hypnotism" and I think that's a good name for it. Far more than any other subject matter, I would zone out in class and draw pictures of people being very gruesomely killed with guns. This is further evidence I witnessed someone being shot when I was very young. It's all deeply repressed of course, but through understanding how extreme trauma manifests in children and by remembering how I was as a kid, I can piece together the puzzle. Deeply traumatised children will "act out" repressed trauma. The mind- control is based on this phenomenon. If you kill someone in front of a toddler during an extremely traumatic ritual (other forms of abuse are also included on top of that) they will zone out and detach from their current surroundings as a last-ditch defense mechanism (dissociation) and they will have dissociative amnesia of the original trauma. They will "act out" the trauma in their play and creative works and as they grow up the acting out will often result in them literally committing murder, completely unware that they were unconciously acting out repressed trauma. Any sexual abuse therapist could explain how children act out and depict trauma in their play and creative works, and the cult mind-control is based on this phenomenon. A ritual abuse therapy website wrote something to the effect of "The cult uses the girls for sex but it is unknown what the boys are used for because none of them ever come forward." That's because the female sex slaves are the only ones here who outsiders would view as completely innocent victims. I will tell you what happens to the boys. They are groomed to become perpetrators, they are programmed to kill and many of them do. The cult man Michael I met in Bega hospital said to me when I told him I liked building guns as a hobby, "You know what this is going to lead to... right?" eerily. Victims are perpetrators and perpetrators are victims in many cases, it's not always clear cut. All cult members have mind-control programming. They have these obsessively focused urges to kill, to be sadistic and towards weaponry, and that's why the cult can kill people in so many sophisticated, seemingly impossible ways. They're completely obsessed with killing and death. A psychologist might say that mind-control is impossible. Well, people in the not too distant past would think much of the technology we have today is impossible. It seems impossible because we don't know how it works. What would a psychologist know? Our psychologists aren't exactly allowed to take a baby who was born without a birth certificate and shoot it in front of a toddler while dressed as Santa Claus to observe the psychological effect. The cult mind-control works by causing catastrophic levels of trauma. Organised child abusers understand the psychology of extreme trauma better than anybody and they have developed a way to use it as mind-control. The cult mind-control also involves showing the victim hypnotic references or "reminders" of past memories and traumas. The first example of this I already mentioned: "Uncle Michael" sending me the box a toy gun came in and party poppers in the mail. These were hypnotic "reminders" of my programming rituals. Another example is when the cops who tried to chloroform and kidnap me in 2012, took me to a secluded location with my father and tried to make me drink water out of a bottle labelled "sorbitol". Sorbitol was a substance I accidentally poisoned myself with as a teenager. The mind-control involves showing the victim "reminders" of past traumas, like hypnotic rituals. When the cult cops who tried to cover up my drug lab put me in the paddywagon for a few minutes, then let me out saying "You've just been arrested" I think this was a hypnotic "reminder" to my past forgotten memories, just like all the other mind-control triggers were. Possibly a "reminder" of a repressed memory of being locked in a cage. The police performed the same paddywagon ritual on my online friend Josh Borrowdale when he got found with explosives and he told me he had no idea what happened. Last I heard from Borrowdale he was developing chemical weapons. I have read all about ritual abuse cases were the toddler is put in a cage suspended high up or above a pool of sharks (and they threaten to have the floor drop out) to torture them until they become dissociative and amnesic. The paddywagon used by the cult cops on me was a metal cage-like paddywagon, not one of the (more common?) white plastic ones. I think this was to hypnotically "remind" me of being locked in a cage as a toddler and make me re-experience the trauma, sort of like a PSTD-flashback except because the original trauma was so intense that it made me develop dissociative amesnia, the flashback would manifest as me becoming amnesic just like the original repressed trauma. Not only are Satanic police officers kidnapping mind-control slaves and covering up their crimes, I'm now beginning to suspect that they use trauma-based mind-control techniques to erase the victim's memory so they can't tell anyone what happened. A week or two later my father visited me in hospital and showed me my keys and a tyre-deflation tool (hypnotic "reminder" of how my car was sabotaged as a teenager) and he told me he "had to see if you still remember them". The cult had my father test to see if my memory had been erased and he hinted that something horrific would happen to him if he didn't participate. Futhermore, the high-ranking cult member Dan who I spoke to in April 2017 told me I was correct, the paddywagon ritual was designed to induce amnesia. When Tori started talking to me at school I was almost mute and would usually only answer in whispered one-word sentences. I would keep telling Tori "I'm a robot" and "beep beep". I am very certain me saying "I'm a robot" relates to mind-control. Many ritual abuse therapists report this "robot" programming, and in the survey of state-sponsored mind-control victims (the link I previously gave), a large percentage of victims report "robot" programming. A psychologist treating ritual abuse, Dr. Ellen Lacter, says a symptom of ritual abuse is saying bizzare statements that have no context. I would tell say things like "I'm a robot" to Tori when she first started talking to me at school, exactly in the way Lacter describes. This "robot" programming is well- documented by ritual abuse therapists. I didn't say it once or twice, I kinda had a thing going on with her where I would keep trying to tell her "I'm a robot". I had extreme social phobia/selective mutism and I would barely talk, the only things I would say around the time I was in Year 9 were mumbled/whispered single word answers and bizzare statements which were an artifact of my ritual abuse programming. In the same way as the robot thing, I would also keep trying to tell Tori "I'm omniscient, I know everything". This could be unconscious re-enacting of ritual abuse where I was taught at young age that "the cult sees and knows everything you do". Or maybe the "omniscient" thing has nothing to do with Satanism. Strange. Look up the online writings of a cult defector using the pseudonym Svali. Svali was a mind-control programmer for the cult and she describes how they torture kids until they become dissociative using methods that don't leave marks. Svali describes the mind-control process that was used on her which involved being locked in a cage and given electric shocks until she agreed to strangle a kitten. One the kid is made dissociative they become highly susceptible to hypnosis. Hypnosis and trauma are sort of the same thing according to a high-ranking cult member named Dan. After the cult cops tried to kidnap me and performed hypnotic rituals on me, I think I became the mental age of a small child. When I was in hospital after the meth lab was found, the patient named Marissa pointed out that I put sugar on my toast and I told her "I like it, it tastes like fairy bread". Fairy bread is a children's food, if you're not Australian. My father was also saying "This is the beginning of your life" immediately after the cult cops performed the amnesia rituals on me, after which I think I was the mental age of a small child for some reason. Another example is, when we were on leave from the hospital at the supermarket I saw a 50-cent lollipop, and I really wanted that lollipop. I put it on the conveyer belt as my only item. The nurse saw what I was doing, squealed like it was the cutest thing ever and bought the lollipop for me. Yes, I think after the cult cops performed hypnotic rituals on me, I became the mental age of a child for some reason. I was in this child-like state when in the mental hospital we were doing art therapy. We were told to paint anything we wanted, but I couldn't for the life of me think of anything to paint except a rainbow swirl, so I painted a rainbow swirl. Now I remember, Tori used to draw rainbow swirls too! Tori once made me a greeting card that said "Happy Swirl Day" with a drawing of a rainbow swirl. When I was researching PizzaGate (which I will explain later) I came across an illustation of Satanists hypnotising kids wth a picture of a swirl: I came across this illustration of a kid being hypnotised with a swirl. Tori and I would draw rainbow swirls. In ADS I mentioned all about how I would draw rainbow swirls, seemingly from an unconscious influence and Tori would do the same thing. Artifact from our programming rituals? I think drawing rainbow swirls might have been us unconsciously re-enacting our mind-control rituals, which might have involved being hypnotised with a rainbow swirl prop. I remember at school I would be asked basic questions and I would always answer "I don't know" to everything in a mumbled/whispered voice. I don't know what that means, if anything. The inmates in prison joked that I wasn't able to talk about anything that wasnt related to making drugs. They were just playing around, but it's true! The mind-control tasks were my whole life. The prosecutor said forensic chemists described my lab as "sophisticated and would have required extensive research" and yes, I bet it was one of the most if not most sophisticated methodologies they would have seen a cook my age pull off. That's what mind-control feels like, you get so obsessively focused on the task that you can pull off amazing feats yet you neglect everything else life has to offer. I couldn't even perceive that there was more to life than drugs/guns/bombs. Never had friends over, not once, in my life. Never kissed a girl. Never gone fishing or camping. None of that, nothing like that. And the thing is, all this felt PERFECTLY NORMAL to me. It never crossed my mind once that something wasn't right or that I wasn't like other people, I always thought my only problem was that I was really shy. That's what being a mind-control slave was like. Even when a gang of people were pounding on our front door and screaming at my parents "Where is Andrew, we haven't heard from him in 5 months, where is he?! What are you MAKING HIM DO!" it still took me a while to realise what was going on. When I was a teenager I think the teachers could tell I was being exploited. I was probably the most messed up kid in school and one time my chemistry teacher Mr Williams took me to an empty classroom and quietly asked me if somebody was giving me the explosives. That's not how I was being exploited, I was subjected to mind-control programming which made me become obsessively preoccupied since young age with explosives, and by age 16-17 I was manufacturing relatively sophisticated explosives like nitroglycerine, picric acid and organic peroxides in my bedroom. If I didn't have this obsession caused by mind-control I would have never bothered learning how to do anything more sophisticated than taping sparklers to a butane can if I wanted a backyard boom, like all the other boys. And I would have spent my time actually living life. At uni I would zone out in lectures and draw Sten guns all over my lecture notes. I over heard two boys talking about getting a gun licence in a lecture, and I asked them if they could get me ammunition and they gave a funny look and laughed at me. I spent thousands of dollars out of my welfare payments buying random/useless gun parts online and hoarding them obsessively. That's what the mind-control feels like. I think this was due to being abused with guns (toy or real?) probably around the age of 3-4, and I was trying to unconsiously gain mastery over the repressed trauma. The cult pedophiles understand the dynamics of childhood trauma better than anybody, and they've developed a way to use it as mind-control. Trust me, the cult is armed to the teeth. Based on what I have witnessed first hand mind-control involves unconsciously reenacting repressed trauma of Satanic rituals and being shown hypnotic "reminders" of past/childhood memories serves to trigger mind-control, possibly similar to how people with PSTD get triggered to have flashbacks when they are shown "reminders" of past trauma. They show us references or "reminders" of past memories, often traumas, and this is designed to trigger some sort of memory effect in people who have been made susceptible to it. A psychologist who specialises in trauma, dissociation and hypnosis could figure it out better than I can. All three are linked in some way. Dr. Ellen Lacter, a psychologist treating ritual abuse, writes on her website EndRitualAbuse.org "Survivors who have been abused for high level political or criminal purposes are misdiagnosed as paranoid schizophrenics in rare and devestating cases." This is exactly what happened to me, and I don't think it's rare. Ritual abuse victims are regulary covered up as paranoid schizophrenics. In recent years (since early 2000s) they have developed mind-altering electronic weapons that can apply hypnotic techniques with electromagnetic waves (before that they used physical hands-on techniques). Dr. Lacter is one of the pioneers into research about these cults and she's right about everything except she's wrong when she doesn't believe her patients/clients when they tell her the cult has developed mind-altering electronic weapons. Dr. Lacter says these weapons don't exist and are impossible. She's wrong about this, I KNOW they are real because I witnessed them first hand. Their mind-altering weapons have a large range of effects, including modifying your dreams to have very specific nightmares, making you have very specific cartoon-like hallucinations and (most remarkably) remotely reading your thoughts and putting voices in your head. I think the mind-control victims who they have commit mass shootings are the ones who developed skill with weapons (like me) but were unware and never integrated into the cult heirarchy (like me). Other cult members commit murder but they do it within the heirarchy so the cult protects them/covers it all up. It's common knowledge that stage hypnotists can't make someone go against their own will, but when a person is being hypnotised on stage for entertainment (e.g. to think they're a chicken) they KNOW they are being hypnotised. The electronic weapons have the advantage of the victim not knowing they are being hypnotised, so they think the hypnotic suggestions are their own thoughts. The cult also combines the hypnotic weapons with trauma-based techniques. Pedophiles and mind-controllers can make children become amnesic of abuse. They are the ones pushing the "False Memory Syndrome" movement to cover up these crimes, look into the history of that. The cult is also the ones pushing that movement in psychiatry to discredit dissociative identity disorder as a legitimate condition to cover up mind-control and the fact that children can repress and become amnesic of abuse. I don't consciously remember my programming rituals, you're not supposed to. Hypnotherapy can do it and there is an organised effort to discredit this treatment (look up False Memory Syndrome) by the child abusers and mind- controllers. There needs to be put into law provisions such as immunity for mind-control victims or else no one is ever going to talk. Victims are perpetrators and perpetrators are victims in many cases, it's not always clear cut. As a primary school age kid I remember terrorising my cat and brother with party-poppers, further re-enacting of repressed trauma to feel a sense of control. Abused people often grow up to abuse people in the same way they were abused, that's the goal of cult trauma-based mind-control. They torture toddlers with cap guns and party poppers with the intent that they will grow up to abuse people with real guns and real adult-sized bombs, never knowing that they were just compulsively re-enacting deeply repressed trauma. I always thought I was just bad, but now I know it was because people conspired to intentionally make me this way. From my understanding of how trauma manifests in children and symptoms I exibited as a kid, I can infer that my mind-control rituals involved some or all of the following: - Being abused with cap guns and party poppers to make me develop obsessive compulsive behaviour towards guns and explosives. - A baby being murdered. - Large amounts of blood and gore, which I would compulsively depict in my art and other creative works as a teenager. - Someone speaking the words "worship death". - Me being taught to say "I'm a robot". - Swastikas, pentagrams, skulls, knives (which I would compulsively depict in my art). - Possibly hangman's nooses and graves - Rainbow swirls, possibly a hypnosis prop - Someone speaking the word "fiend". Making a Murderer Mass murderers and serial killers weren't born like that, something MADE them like that. Something a lot worse than being bullied at school and listening to Marilyn Manson or whatever lame explanation people give. Generally it's extreme abuse/trauma in early life. The cult pedophiles understand these dynamics very well and they intentionally inflict this extreme trauma very systematically in order to make cult children grow up to kill. When I look at mass killers James Holmes (Batman cinema shooter) and Adam Lanza (Sandy Hook shooter), they fit the profile of mind-control crimes. The cult tried to hypnotise me to become a mass killer when I was a teenager so I recognise the mental profile in other people. I'd have to know more intimate details of the Lanza and Holmes case to make a certain determination. What I said about Holmes and Lanza is just speculation. I don't know for certain. However, I have 100% confirmed that mass killers Aaron Alexis, Myron May, Esteban Santiago and Jimmy Gargasoulas were driven to commit their crimes by ritual abuse, gang-stalking and/or electronic weapons. I'd say that many if not most mass killers in recent times who had no apparent motive other than "mental illness" were actually victims of ritual abuse programming. James Holmes studied neurobiology at university in an attempt to figure out what was wrong with him, and was seeing a psychiatrist for the same reason in the lead up to his attack. Myself and the other mind-control victim I knew personally, Josh Borrowdale, were the same way. We were always trying to figure out what was wrong with us and now I know the truth: ritual abuse programming. James Holmes also boobytrapped his apartment with explosives and threw smoke bombs during the attack. Developing knowledge and skill with homemade explosives is a key symptom of ritual abuse programming, myself and Josh Borrowdale were just like this. Futhermore, he was the right age to be one of those kids ritually abused in the 80s and 90s. The FBI said that Adam Lanza researched mass killers extensively on his computer. I was the exact same way, when I was a teenager I think I must have researched every serial killer or mass murderer in modern history. The other ritual abuse victims I knew personally, Tori Barr and Josh Borrowdale, were the same way. Obsession with serial killers and mass murderers is a key symptom of ritual abuse programming. And like I said, Holmes and Lanza just fit the profile of a mind-control crime. I recognise the mental profile in other people because I've been through it myself. People commented about James Holmes: nobody knew him, just like me. I think social isolation is a symptom of a mind-control slave. Holmes went to psychologists in the weeks before the shooting and studied neurobiology in an attempt to figure out what was wrong with him. Borrowdale and I were very much the same, something was deeply wrong with us but we couldn't figure out what. When I learned that I had MKUltra/Monarch style mind-control "assassin" programming my whole life begun to make sense. I'm sure the Satanic hypnotists were laughing their asses of at how they made Holmes dress up as The Joker during the massacre. Holmes and Lanza just fit the profile of an mind-control assassin in that they remind me a lot of how I was. Interestingly, Roger Dean the mass murderer who killed 11 people by lighting fires at a nursing home in Quaker's Hill said he felt a "feeling of evil" as he committed the crime. The official story was that he lit the fire to cover up the theft of drugs as if his motive was purely logical and secular. Sounds like a load of crap to me, why would anyone think it would be easier to get away with burning down a building full of immobilised people and think you'd get less punishment than you'd get for stealing a few Endone tablets? Roger Dean claimed that "Satan made me do it" and described how he begun reading the Bible because he felt like he was "under spiritual attack". Mind- control? I don't know if the cult was involved in this incident, but it's something to look into. I have read sources that say the cult has women called breeders who hide pregnancies due to obesity and the baby is born without a birth certificate and sacrificed in rituals, used to make snuff film etc. I wouldn't put it past them. Then supposedly the bodies are cremated by cult morticians. I haven't seen anything like this for myself but it certainly sounds very plausible to me. I'm sure there's many more obscure killings linked to ritual abuse programming that I haven't heard of. I think the mind-control victims they have commit mass murders are the ones who developed skill with weapons (like me), but were never integrated into the cult heirarchy (like me). Cult members commit murders too but they do it within the heirarchy of the cult, so the cult protects them and covers it up. Cult members are programmed to kill, they are intensely obsessed with it and that's why they've developed so many ways to do it. I know what the mind- control feels like because I went through it. Even if they do a sloppy job of making a murder look like an accident/suicide, they can probably just have a cult coronor take control of the case and write off the murder as natural causes or suicide. Mind-control makes you intensely obsessed with death, gore and killing so naturally many Satanists become morticians and coroners. The girl I had a relationship with in high school (Tori) wanted to do Year 10 work experience as a mortician. I would fantasise about school shootings, being a serial killer, mass murders, I would compulsively carry out hundreds of virtual mass murders in games like GTA, Postal 2, Soldier of Fortune, Carmageddon and Manhunt. I was obsessed with finding "murder simulator" games, movies about mass murders. The other ritual abuse victims I knew personally (Tori Barr and Josh Borrowdale) were also interested in killers to a similar degree. I was completely obsessed with school shootings, I would look for games like those "Columbine simulator" Half-Life mods. I would even install mods/addon packs for these games that created extra obscene levels of gore, and it was the most satisfying thing in the world. I always laughed at those old Christian activists who spoke out against video game violence, but they were right, it sort of fuelled my mind-control assassin programming. On the other hand, it gave a relief/escape feeling so maybe you wouldn't have to kill anyone in real-life. I'm sure many of these "lone nuts" were actually cult mind- controlled assassins like they tried to make me become. The most suspicous ones I have come across are James Holmes and Adam Lanza, they fit the profile of mind-control and they remind me of how I was, and of course the confirmed cases of Jimmy Gargasoulas, Esteban Santiago, Myron May and Aarron Alexis who were gang-stalked, spied on by hackers and driven to mass murder with electronic weapons. I'd say many if not most of the "lone nuts" who went on mass murder sprees without apparent motive other than "mental illness" were victims of gang- stalking and/or ritual abuse programming. Criminals are made, not born. First they ritually abuse the victim as a toddler to make them obsessed with death and weaponry. Then as the mind-control victim matures, they trigger him to have a mental breakdown with gang-stalking and microwave weapons. The psychological effect of gang-stalking can be so extreme that it incites the victim to commit mass murder like in the case of Jimmy Gargasoulas, Esteban Santiago, Myron May and Aaron Alexis. All explicited stated that they were being gang-stalked, targeted by sophisticated hackers and harrassed with electronic weapons etc. before going on mass murder sprees. Myron May even wrote a calm and articulate letter explaining that his actions were to get the word out about gang-stalking, and the police, FBI and media won't even touch it, or if they do they call it "evidence of his mental deterioration". Complicit Cops Here's the situation. Half the police are ignorant and in disbelief about these crimes... the other half are in on the conspiracy, whether due to being compromised with sexual blackmail or other reasons. Two detectives--a man and a woman--who visited me at 9 Wylde Pl, Macquarie ACT to investigate the importation of chemistry equipment (I think in 2010), could tell I was victim of exploition and they treated me very sensitively. They told Tori they thought I might have "ties to Iran" but it's MUCH worse than that. In my first book I described the nurse who the cult victim called Marissa told me was undercover AFP when I was in hospital in 2012. Now I know why the "nurse" who was an undercover AFP officer asked me if I ever had "anxiety" and "thoughts like this" (and he made a "racing thoughts" motion with his hand held to his head). He was trying to determine if I was being hypnotised by the cult's electromagnetic weapons. When they hypnotise you, that's exactly what it feels like. You get anxiety and your thoughts start racing in a distinct, trance-like manner. Yes, it seems there are a small number, probably a highly specialised and secretive unit, of cops who are aware of these crimes. My barrister said in my drug lab case that the police thought I was being kept in a "dungeon" or "punishment room" which is actually just my parents' homemade basement for storing things. No, I wasn't ever locked in a dungeon (though I have no idea what happens when they make me sleepwalk!), but I was in a mental prison created with mind-control. I couldn't even perceive the walls of the prison, this whole life felt completely normal! I remember when we were in high school Tori was talking about a BSDM "sex party" going on at her house as if that sort of thing was completely normal too. Former head of the FBI in Los Angeles, Ted Gunderson, tried to expose this exact conspiracy. View his speeches on YouTube and look up further written information about what he knew (he's desceased now). Ted Gunderson spoke out against this conspiracy and claimed that 4000 children were being murdered in NYC alone by a Satanists. I've heard from other sources that the figure is 50,000 kids in the whole USA. Gunderson also reported being harassed with microwave weapons, just like me. This is why the working title of my first book ADS was originally "Oz Holocaust". Gunderson reported being harassed with microwave weapons towards the end of his life, just like what happened to me! Every investigation into ritual abuse that I have seen, the case fell apart due to "incompetent" police "bungling" the investigation... AKA. cult cops deliberately sabotaging and subverting the investigation! People are completely baffled at why police would be involved with the cult. Well, you don't join the cult. You get born into a cult family or attend a Satanist-run preschool, then you get subjected to mind-control at very young age (to make you sadistic and obsessed with death) and it's seemingly impossible to escape the cult (though I'm proving otherwise). They blackmail you for all the heinous things you do under the influence of ritual abuse programming. A few months after the lab was found I walked past the golf course and I saw who I think might be the group of golfers who I was screaming at for help on the day the lab was found. (I think 21st Oct 2012). They motioned their hands at me and called out to me in a concerned tone. Maybe they witnessed the cult cops trying to kidnap me that day? I'm pretty sure the three USB drives stolen by cult cops had photos of the Sten gun and videos of me setting off explosives from when I was 17, including the one where I almost got blown up. If these 3 USB (white+blue trim and two black/grey ones) drives never showed up, then that shows that police covered up evidence. Also, nobody starts their criminal career off by kidnapping people. They build up to serious crimes with a series of less- serious crimes throughout their lives. That's how it was for me anyway. Why do you think sadistic pedophiles Jimmy Savile and Marc Dutroux were being protected by police and powerful people? After Savile's crimes were revealed, his house was spray-painted with Illuminati symbols (the eye and pyramid) by vandals. There's many others out there who have woken up to the same truth I have. The world is run by Satanic pedophiles! The Cover Up In 2015 before I published ADS, the Wikipedia page about the "New World Order" conspiracy theories had a section about Satanism. The section on the Wikipedia article described a theory that a Satanic conspiracy was plotting to bring about an end times scenario. In 2016 when I checked the NWO Wikipedia article, the Satanism section had vanished even though all the other sections about all the bullshit theories are still there. Yes, I notice these things. I described several other instances of disinformation being spread on Wikipedia in my previous book ADS. For example, the cult is putting strong language like "no evidence" or "debunked/discredited" or "false memories" on all the articles about ritual abuse (despite neutrality being a key principle of Wikipedia), then locking the articles and blacklisting all the websites that contain information written by therapists/psychologists who have treated victims of these crimes for decades, such as Dr. Lacter (who points out all this herself on Endritualabuse.org). The cult propagandists know that most people who casually hear of ritual abuse will look it up on Wikipedia but not do any further research. Look up the history of the False Memory Syndrome, the mysterious deaths surrounding the Franklin scandal and the cover up of the tunnels under McMartin. These are some examples of the cult's enormous capacity to cover things up. It boggles the mind. Look up and watch the documentary Conspiracy of Silence, all but one pre- production copy were bought up and destroyed before airing by unknown persons. Fortunately, thanks to the single copy that was spared, the documentary is now available on YouTube. Nationwide Amber alerts when a kid goes missing etc. those only apply to outsiders' children, not cult children let alone the kids the cult probably breeds without birth certificates. It gives the public the illusion that authorities have everything under control when in reality the authorities are complicit in these crimes right to the top. In my reseach into all this I came across the following three cases: - A ritual abuse therapist was successfully sued for $10 million by the cult for "implanting false memories", where "False Memory Syndrome" is a fake condition pushed by pedophiles to cover up these crimes. - A occult group (who practiced Thelema) that successfully sued anti-child abuse activists for religious vilification. The activists accused the cult of ritual abuse, including holding beach parties with naked kids as waiters/servants. - The woman named Alisha who served 4.5 years prison for perjury in Franklin scandal, even though everyone knew she was telling the truth. This is the sort of outcome that is facing anybody who goes up against the cult. All the people going up against the cult are being taken out because the good people in this world haven't started organising against them. All the organisations that get close to the truth, or try to help victims, get infiltrated by cult members and their efforts are sabotaged from the inside. Every case I studied this is what happened. This sort of thing makes me wonder why the royal commission into child abuse only targets unsophisticated Christian perpetrators (pedophile priests) when by far the biggest problem is organised Satanists. There's a lot of speculation online that in the US the Centre for Missing and Exploited Children is controlled by the cult. It's the perfect cover up, they are the ones who investigate their own crimes. Final Words Cult members hold all sorts of occupations, they can be anyone. They can be your neighbours or colleagues. You would think a perpetrator of these crimes would be a twisted monster hiding in dark alleys, but they can seem perfectly normal and even nice and friendly. You would also think a witness to all this would be permanently stuck in a padded hospital room screaming 24/7 (and that's how they can be initially), but you'd be surprised how calm, collected and nonchalant victims and witnesses can be when they recount what happened, myself included. I've read that ritually abused people are able to cope with it all due to how their memory works as a result of dissocation. I don't know if my memory works different because I don't know what it's like to be anyone but me. My psychiatric case manager who I tried to tell about the cult said, "No, if it was true you wouldn't be so calm." Well, on the 21st Oct 2012 I called the police, ambulance and fire brigade on my own meth lab and was running around in public screaming with a knife and my face all white. How's that for calm! Eventually you do get accustomed to living with the knowledge that the cult is real. To me it feels perfectly ordinary to worry about something like getting kidnapped by Satanic human traffickers when I visit my family in Eden for Christmas. Cult members can be anyone. They can be friendly, attractive and female. Be very careful who you trust and keep in mind that infiltration is their M.O. People wonder why criminals would put so much time, money, effort and organisation into something like gang-stalking. My explanation is that like it was back in the day, you had to be wealthy in order to own slaves. The cult has a lot of disposable income, they view owning mind-control slaves as a prestige. People would tell me I could do anything because of my intellect. No, I couldn't! I remember sitting in university lectures ignoring the lesson and compulsively drawing Sten guns all over my lecture notes. The mind-control made weapons the most interesting thing in the world to me. The mind- control is very difficult to overcome. I'm happy with how my life turned out though, because all those cushy lifestyles and white-collar jobs won't be relevant anymore if/when full blown civil war breaks out over all this. The cult member I met in hospital in 2012 (Michael) who asked if I could build him a pistol said to me, "Yeah, you're still good. I can tell." That's the thing, the mind-control worked on me. It successfully made me evil, violent and sadistic when I was a teenager. Then by my early 20s I was just bad like a garden variety criminal, and now I hope to be mostly good. If the cult had gotten to me when I was a teenager, they would have pulled me in, socialising and indoctrinating me into the cult and having me commit crimes with them, possibly leading up to murder or worse. I've been a loner my whole life and that's what saved me from being integrated into the cult. I avoided everyone, including cult members. My social difficulties I always saw as the bane of my existence, but it saved my life. However, because of these difficulties I have no idea how to influence people to get the word out even though what I know and have to say is EXTREMELY important and I'm the only one who realises it yet.