SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 1 SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 2 SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 3 " SECRET NOT SECRET " TABLE OF CONTENTS ****** INTRODUCTION, DISCLAIMERS AND INVITATIONS REGARDING THE BRIGHT TRUTHS SHARED IN THIS BODY OF WORK PAGES 4 - 40 ****** PART ONE: "THE BOOK OF THE BONE FIRE GIRL" ( INCLUDING THE COMPASSIONATE THIRD NARR ATIVE FOR MORMONISM ) PAGE 41 ****** PART TWO: "THE DESTRUCTION, THE DEVASTATION AND THE COURSE CORRECTION" PAGE 110 ( INCLUDING THE 23 INVISIBLE DAGGERS THAT P RIMITIVE, TRIBALISTIC IMPOSTERS POSING AS JUDGES , COMMISSIONERS AND ATTORNEYS SECRETLY USE TO TR ICK PEOPLE TO COMMIT SUICIDE FOR THEIR BIG, SECRET BUSINESS IN UTAH WITH PLENTY OF NAMES TO BE NAMED. ) PAGE 1 30 ****** PART THREE: "A GRAIN OF SALT TO TRADE FOR ANYTHING" (INCLUDING THE LIST OF 55 PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSES USED IN MORMONISM) PAGE 1 70 ****** PART FOUR: "THE MARVELOUS WORKS AND THE WONDER" INCLUDING: A WAY TO CREATE "THE HEARD IMMUNITY" TO SUICIDE AND OTHER PREVENTABLE TRAGEDIES PAGE 229 ****** PART FIVE: "MORE WORDS OF WISDOM" PAGE 240 SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 4 A NOTE ABOUT ETIQUITTE REGARDING FOLLOWERS OF "THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER - DAY SAINTS (FORMERLY REFERRED TO AS "MORMONS") Rather than the word "Mormon," many followers of "The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter - Day Saints" prefer to be referred to as " a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter - Day Saints ." For many reasons that is fair and understandable. Out of respect to that preference and to minimize any chances for confusion or suspicion of ill will about all this, it needs to be noted that the use of the word "Mormonism" is in reference to the entire organization incl uding more than a dozen corporations as well as the entire organization's past, present and future functions not just it's cultural functions. Hopefully (and also for many reasons), the use of the term Mormonism for this purpose is also fair and understand able. (When I say "all Mormons are victims" I mean ALL Mormons are victims in many ways regardless of role.) Because this guide is available globally and because of what it reveals about certain parts of Mormonism and how that may affect victims from all walks of life, especially those vulnerable young men and women serving as missionaries , it's important to remember, "an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure." This is important when it comes to protecting them from potential opportunists. If you a re a follower and all this sounds a little overwhelming, don't stop now. Consider setting a timer for 10 minutes and see what "pounds of cure" you discover for self, loved ones, neighbors and community. Remember, "The darker the night, the brighter the s tars." If you look down because it seems "the sun has passed" you will miss those stars and the sunrise. Remember, if you're going to question the bad things then you have to question the good things too. Do not waste a moment wondering why there weren' t more questions asked and start asking questions now instead. ****** SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 5 INNOCENT AUTHOR OF "THE BOOK OF MORMON" REVEALED FOR THE FIRST TIME "If an angry person picks up a sword their life will soon end and they will be forgotten. If an angry person pick s up a candle, a ruler and a pencil, their life will soon begin and they will be remembered." Hidden history has revealed chains of events, people and connections hiding some of the worst tragedies in American history. This includes innocent luminaries f rom the 1800's such as Samuel Latham Mitchill a p olymath also revered as New York's "universal gentleman;" Luther Bradish a patriot from Palmyra, New York and the first special agent for the U.S.A. in pre - modern Egypt from 1819 - 1826; James Fenimore Cooper the bestselling author of more than 50 pre - modern books including 1826's "The Last of The Mohicans" that was released as a movie with the same name in modern times (1992); the isolated, socially awkward, but endearing professor Charles Anthon of Columbia U niversity New York and others This hidden history reveals how it was James Fenimore Cooper's pen that with the involvement of others innocently scribed a patriotic, error filled, unpublished book that was stolen and turned into "The Book of Mormon." This also reveals how from pre - modern to modern times, millions of followers of "The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter - Day Saints" (formerly known as "Mormons") are victims and survivors. To present this factually based, third narrative for Mormonism I have cr eated the story titled " The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" that is just one of five parts of this body of work titled "Secret Not Secret." "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" is not disillusionment It is not confirmation bias It is not schadenfreude You will see that is the most comprehensive, factually based narrative of L.D.S h istory as it relates to U.S. h istory and L.D.S. history from pre - modern to modern times. "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" is the beginning of a thrilling new American beginning told with plenty of the red - white - and - blue, the stars - and - stripes and eventually the electric guitars ( just like it should be.) E ven though what I've uncovered and put together for "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" dema nds endless, interweaving stories told in SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 6 traditional colonial and western ways through book, f ilm, stage and course , I've chosen to share it this way for now due to it relating to millions of victims and non - victims of Mormonism in different patriotic ways and the countless additional discoverie s that has contributed to in this body of work For "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl," a real , pre - modern person named Lucy Hill witnessed many skeletons being put in the closet of pre - modern Mormonism . By finding a wa y to tell her story about those skele tons in modern times she is metaphorically burning those sk eletons in the fires of truth. This is why Lucy is "The Bone Fire Girl." T o tell her story, Lucy found an eccentric scribe named Vox Chiasmus and he wrote down what she asked him to (or most of it anyway. Some parts are yet to be shared. This includes Part 6 to this five part body of work.) This points to James Fenimore Cooper for many reasons including secret metaphors in "The Book of Mormon" that only relate to him. Some of them are revealed in this body of work. My apologies to The Book of Mormon Musical if what this reveals brings a final curtain to what was a brilliantly textured, wonderful conversation starter for more than 12 years .. "The truth is like a lion, you don't have to defend it . Let it loose, it will defend itself." ****** SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 7 RESOURCES USED FOR THIS GUIDE Because you may be reading this in paper that someone may have printed off and given to you, know that this guide can be found online at www. PDF Host.io by searching " Secret Not Secret " for the most recent version. ( Between October 2022 and February 2023, four previous versions of this have had a total of more than 10,000 view s ) At www.UtahDap.com you can find: an invitation to play a critical role in seeing severa l of the new causes this body of work introduces come to fruition, a link to more than 125 of the hundreds of hidden resources I discovered and pieced together for this , another link to the latest version of this free, momentum gaining guide , other links , my rhetorical and serious attempts at sharing parts of this via youtube, some of my new solutions for Utah (This includes that there is something WAY better than a gondola for little Cottonwood Canyon and surrounding resorts ; my 6 year quest to name the new Salt Lake International Ai rpo rt after Robert Redford; enabling kids, educators and communities with better use of school buildings; a triple purpose catalyst to end homelessness, to help victims of natural disasters and to aid law enforcement) and also wa ys you can contact me. Regardles s of when Netflix or Disney want's to make "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" into a movie, these causes are so vitally important that donations in any amount will always be critical. Other relevant domains you'll disco ver in this guide should also point you directly to the UtahDap.com page or this guide until they can be developed into their intended entities. EMERGENCY RESOURCES If you are one of the millions o f victims of these certain parts of Mormonism or are one of the hundreds of thousands of descendants of any of the people represented in The Book of The Bone Fire Girl, please do not take any of this personally as you may have been conditioned to do. Remem ber, this is not about blame mongering. This is about conversation starting and discovering blossoms of healing and learning SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 8 Until more specific support groups are created en mass in to aid in this rewarding process for everybody, outside resources for help for now include dialing the 988 Crisis Lifeline or going to www.988lifeline.org. Another resource is www.StopItNow.org. Click on "Help and Guidance" near the top, then click on "Library of Resources" and under the "Quick Links" click on "Crisis Hotl ines." Remember to pursue at least 2 or 3 resources so you can be enabled with more than one to discover what will work for you. Consider looking for other resources online using similar key words including the local area as well as working with establish ed community resources to organize support groups in public buildings where available. INVITATION TO ALL PRIMITIVE, TRIBALISTIC, IMPOSTERS POSING AS " JUDGES, " " COMMISSIONERS" AND " ATTORNEYS " AND IN O THER DECEPTIVE ROLES IN UTAH TO TRICK PEOPLE TO COMM IT SUICIDE AS PART OF YOUR BIG, SECRET BUSINESS IN UTAH Because the dark gatekeeper of corruption in critical parts of Utah's broken court s for more than 90 years has been a private corporation deceptively allowed to be named the "Utah State Bar" and bec ause the "Utah State Bar" is beyond reproach and beyond repair, it's time to just let the imposters drag it to the depths of wherever it is going. To do this, an alternative , A NEW UTAH STATE BAR simply needs to be created and the hundreds of warring, trib alistic, broken imposters who are members of the existing "Utah State Bar" won't be allowed to join. That way they will have weeded themselves out. Since I started compiling and sharing reports of this corruption in 2017 many imposters in leadership role s have already jumped the capsizing ship hoping they won't get caught or to try to co llect dark forms of retirement. To those imposters who have eng aged in the darkest forms of the se 23 invisible daggers ( and there are hundreds of you) time in an F ederal prison or other institution is in your future. To others , t he amount of financial penalties that will be paid, jail time that will be served in a Utah prison, community service that will be SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 9 engaged in a nd the possibility of monitored membership in the NE W UTAH STATE BAR may find you through a tiered scale of amnesty reconciled with cooperation The NEW UTAH STATE BAR will also require that all co mmunications between non - tribalistic attorneys and temporary "clients" be conducted through an online portal that is easy to monitor (and easy to make public if any discrepancies arise .) Additionally , to the warring, tribalistic, broken imposters: 1) Cases involving divorce, custody, collections and evictions will no longer be presented before the illusions o f a single "commissioner" or before the illusions of a single "judge." A process th at is impossible for any broken, tribalistic imposter to exploit under the illusions of these banners will be implemented instead. There will also no longer be a tribalistic "Judicial Conduct Commission" or other tribalistic "commissions" or organizations that only serve their tribe's dark interests. 2 ) You will no longer be enabled to enable yourselves to use your own illusions of "the law" to perpetuate a system enabling y ourselves to indemnify yourselves from your addiction to stea ling and other insidious acts through your manufacturing of chaos and through your colluding to secretly make legal matters for others involving custody, divorce, eviction and collection take yea rs so you can steal colossal fortunes from your targeted victims . Regardless of who the Utah Attorney General is, you will no longer be able to do this in any way including disguising your victims as your "clients," as "petitioners" and as "respondents." Workable, sustainable, monitored processes with regular progress reports and modifications if needed will be implemented for these cases instead. 3 ) Regardless of the reasons your targets first became your "client s ," "petitioners" or "respondents" and e specially whether it was for issues related to custody, divorce, eviction and collection, you will no longer be allowed to allow yourselves to use your tribalistic courts to tell lies about colossal fortunes in false amounts owed to you or to harass your v ictims with threats in your dark attempts to collect these colossal false amounts or to do this in the dark hopes your victims will commit suicide from the overwhelming stress you intentionally inflict upon them so you can SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 10 secretly steal more colossal fort unes from them and from the equity in their home after they die. 4 ) You will no longer be allowed to allow yourselves to be imposters. Certain, NEW disclosures and processes protecting any potential client from you (and themselves in their overwhelmed, v ulnerable condition ) will b e required and you will use these disclosures like other, non - tribalistic professions are required to use disclosures in their industries 5 ) You will no longer be allowed to engage in the rest of the 23 invisible daggers you h ave secretly allowed yourselves and your tribe to engage in for more than 90 years. 6) If you're a tribalistic member of the current "Utah State Bar" and/or you are serving as an imposter in any of these other roles, consider this your invitation to purs ue non - tribalistic endeavo rs instead. Wh atever you do though , please stay in Utah s o you will be eas ier to find when th e time comes, especially if the Fed's take advantage of the rewards of further founding the U.S.A. by empowering the Fed's non - tribalisti c offices of the CIA, FBI, Homeland Security and other agencies to be the ones who get to play knock - knock - kick - kick - flash - bang - boom as necessary from the Governor's broken door to you and your tribe's broken front doors. 7) This dark , secret, big busine ss you have tribalistically perpetuated for your bank accounts under your own illusions of "Utah Law" for more than 90 years and at the cost of the lives of Utah's families, parents and children is over. Utah will no longer be home to the worst rates in th e Nation of suicide, child abuse, emotional health challenges, fraud and other challenges due to your exploitation at Utahan's financial, physical and emotional expense Instead of the dark chambers where echo's of " Your H onor " were deceptively heard count less times a day for 90 years Utah's children and guiding their parents through the se overwhelming challenges will be O ur H onor 8) Th e first Utah is over. The f irst West is over. The first U.S.A. is over. Welcome to the New Utah. Welcome to the New West. Welcome to the New U.S.A For those non - tribalistic people qualified to belong to the New Utah State Bar your best time to take action was yesterday Your second best time is NOW. P reviously unimaginable, wonderful ways to engage in rewarding pursuits for the New Utah , the New West and the New U.S.A. will continue for all SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 11 INVITATION TO ALL OFFICIAL AND UNOFFICIAL L.D.S. HISTORIANS AND U.S. HISTORIANS These pages represent a body of work including future publications, documentaries, films, websites , podcasts, support groups, supporting items and more presented in part with an intricate, elaborate, original context catalyzed by the author's office. This context has been catalyzed from hidden history , forgotten history, claimed history and discr epanci es discovered, intuited or otherwise brought to light through the author's office. L.D.S. h istorians, U.S. historians influencers and others of any persuasion and including any of the dozens of sanctioned and unsanctioned organizations including "FARMS", "FAIR" and others who may politely disagree with any part deemed critical to the overall context the author's office has catalyzed for "THE BOOK OF THE BONE FIRE GIRL" or any part of this guide are extended a continued invitation for polite and public dis cussion regarding this body of work. ABOUT ME Sup. My name is Michael D ean Jarman. Cool to meet you and it's very cool that you are willing to be a part of this ongoing conversation. I am not a professional writer and I don't expect to ever be one and because of that (and because of less than perfect grammar,) this guide is free for now with the plan that contributions of others will be included in a big, heavy, hardback collector's edition available to purchase one day (maybe.) There will also, always be typos. I promise. Just roll w ith them For quotes used in this version, I didn't reveal the names of who they are credited to for several reasons. This is because some of them are by me and if you're really interested in who is "credited" with a quote a search for it will bring other rewarding opportunities for curiosity, discovery and surprise. (Like in the case of Shakespeare how one credited quote might imply something very different than what is lesser known to be believed about him and the previous ly accepted, pre - modern sources of a few of his most popular stories.) SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 12 I'm also more of concept and research dude rather than a writer but I also believe in exploring new challenges . B ecause of that (attempting) to put this five - part body of work togethe r pro bono under circumstances very far from ideal as well as other overwhelming challenges that I never could have imagined , has been a lot of emotional and intellectual heavy lifting for me for an overwhelmingly unpredictable amount of time. Because of t hat, the experience to get to this part of the journey has transformed me in cool ways that I never could have imagined and that I am very grateful for Although there is still some more equipment to choose regarding parts of this, the game plan is there and that is thrilling. So, don't worry, I got this. My apologies if I seem a little rough around the edges at times as you explore this guide because I'm sure the combination of all this shows even though I 've tried to keep it "PG" rated. I'm also sorry not sorry for any challenges this body of work may seem to bring any reader at first because I believe the additional resources I've included and that will be discovered along the way collectively and individually w ill result in endless self - congratulatio ns you'll owe your self and some fist - bumps between us (aka " dap s " ) literally and virtually long before you cycle through these pages the first time. Allow yourself to feel whatever it is you may feel about me and this body of work as you cycle through it b ecause that is part of the process. Just don't keep it to yourself though, talk about it with others in person, NOT just internet chat rooms. This body of work is still a work in progress (and probably always will be) but it was important to me to start releasing it here regardless of imperfections because of who will benefit from it. Hopefully you knowing this helps shine a light on why any parts might seem less - than - polished. There are also dozens of resources created by others that this body of work c ouldn't have been created without and whose creators I look forward to acknowledging more specifically in future editions as a result of communicating with them (or their descendants) as this work continues. There is also a lot of work to still be done wit h you being invited to help do it in different ways. This work is important in many ways. The broad scope of these ways include what Utah has been , what Utah is and what Utah can be for it's 3.2 million full - time residents, it's hundreds of thousands of part - time SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 13 residents, more than 10 million visitors every year (and growing), the rest of the U.S.A and the rest of the globe. Because of what this work reveals about Mormonism and Utah and the scope of what needs to be done involving many different or i nterwoven layers for Utah because of it, it seems an impossible amount of consulting may be asked of me. Rather than that and many loose ends remaining exploited because of it, it seems it makes more sense for me to be Utah's Guvvy Wuvvy (aka Governor) for at least one term starting in 2024. This includes showing Utah's constantly rotating legislature what needs to be done because of what this body of work reveals about Mormonism and other things and how to do it regardless of who is momentarily sitting in any of those 104 rotating seats and on where on their pathways they are. This is because in addition to what "The Book of The Bone Fire Girl" reveals about Mormonism in Utah and abroad , "Secret Not Secret" also exposes more than 23 terrifying invisible daggers used by Utah's primitive tribalistic, imposter judges, commissioners and attorneys in their dark, secret, big business perpetuated through the deceptive private corporation known as " The Utah State Bar " operating at the dark hands of Utah's broken, warring, capsizing politics. As part of this cleansing and creating anew, this also includes putting an end to more than 55 terrifying, psychological abuses used by those tribes and other impost ers and how the abuses started and putting an end to some oth er rough stuff as mentioned. I believe Utah's current Governor Spencer Cox will give me his invitation and endorsement. Contributing to this belief is because in recent years it has become apparent that he has other talents, abilities and concerns that i f he is given the freedom to cultivate and pursue, he will do inspiring things that will be rewarding for Utah's people and diverse cultures of all ages in many other ways (even though he too is quietly a member of the tribalistic "Utah State Bar" and has been shortsightedly forced to do things in his roles as Lieutenant Governor for 8 years and now as Governor for 2 years that I'm sure he regrets.) SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 14 DIGGING THROUGH 247 YEARS OF DIFFERENT, INTERCONNECTED LAYERS FROM DIFFERE NT BUT RELATED PLACES AND T IMES ( KNOWN AS "ASYNCHRONOUS EVENTS" FOR YOU WORD HOUNDS ) Because there are many counterintuitive timelines running concurrently through this body of work involving different parts of the past 247 years as they relate to U.S. history and L.D.S. history and because some readers may understandably just want to do a quick dap before sitting in the circle around Lucy's fire and actively participating in the conversation in rewarding ways , it seems to make sense to start with three short summaries (a.k.a. TL;DR's " Too Long For Me Didn't Read " ) from different perspectives even though these TL;DR's don't even scratch the surface of what is to be found inside (l ike a multi - lay ered dish of J ell - o with all sorts of goodies in it. ) ( If the TL;DR's seem hard to swallow, remember that's the t rade off you make for trying to gobble the entire dish at once Otherwise they barely scratch the surface of what is to be discovered in this guide. ) ****** TL;DR #1 (6 PAGES) : SOME OF THE MANY INSIGHTS THIS FIVE PART GUIDE TITLED "SECRET NOT SECRET" S HARES PART ONE : "THE BOOK OF THE BONE FIRE GIRL" - An alarming, BUT INSPIRING , new, THIRD narrative for Mormonism spanning the USA's pre - modern , colonial times through today. Although I created the context of this new story, I meticulously researched, d iscovered and used hidden, forgotten and known facts from Mormonism's history, New York's history and U.S. history to create it. Because of this, this story is more historically and comprehensively accurate than either of the other two narratives for Mormo nism you may have already heard. Among many other insights, this includes a 24 year long, relatively unknown abyss in the process of the pre - modern U.S.A. forming new States. The same time the secret beginnings of Mormonism took place SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 15 under Martin Harris ' hijacked, darkly altruistic plan to save the failed U.S.A This story also includes revealing for the first time six intangibles Palmyra, New York's Martin Harris came into possession of during this time and how these six intangibles were critical for his imitation of that patriotic plan to work the way it did. These six intangibles are: #1) More than enough cash and credit from three generations of the Harris family's ongoing kiln, farming and linen operations. This includes producing bleached linen for sheets, curtains, clothing and eventually undergarments made from New England flax rather than these items having to be brought in from the South and made of cotton. (During 1822 - 1824 Martin won different awards from entering his soft, white, made - fro m - flax linen in competitions. (He would have been 39 - 41 during these years.) (Parts of history indicate that the Harris' raised and sold livestock too but that it wasn't at the top of their list of money makers.) #2) Powerful connections to prolific stat esmen, authors, professors and polymaths (some who are friends with presidents) who for this story Martin will deceive directly or indirectly, including childhood friend Luther Bradish from Palmyra. #3) A front row stage to an always new, endless line of weary, humble, grateful and fearless newcomers. This will happen for Martin with the completion of the Erie Canal stretching 363 miles from Albany, New York (on the Hudson River) to Buffalo, New York and including Palmyra on the way. The entirety of th e unprecedented canal took 9 years for resident and immigrant patriots to hand dig and was finished in 1825. (It also took previous years to plan with plenty of opponents and controversy.) The canal's impact on the Harris' capabilities and in fueling New Y ork City and the surrounding region to become the global titan it has become in modern times cannot be understated in anyway however it must be noted that this critical role of the Erie Canal for New York, for Palmyra, and for the Harris' is all but forgot ten in critical parts of Mormonism's own 223 year public history. SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 16 #4) As a wealthy, uneducated, patriotic but non - statesman landowner, Martin had no need to behave in any manner concerned with maintaining a public reputation. Because of this he could ta ke far more risks including getting away with crimes other people with reputations would never dare imagine. This will allow Martin to operate in a wide range of dark and clandestine ways freely without any regard for potential for reproach. #5) The abi lity to make and carry out violent threats, even against children, no matter how violent the actions would become or how visibly counterintuitive they were. Contributing to this was that parts of history claim that Martin fought at times during the 3 years of what is known as the War of 1812 in the New England area. If that's true, as a war veteran of that patriotic war, it's likely that he killed in the name of patriotism and that fueled his patriotic but dark altruism in horrific ways. (This, along with a nything else outside of Martin being represented as a humble farmer burdened with a troubled wife is also left out of parts of Mormonism's history.) #6) An ever changing, fear mongered, desperate population made up of many different cultures of many diff erent residents and immigrants from all walks of life and with varying degrees of patriotism for the failing U.S.A. (or having patriotism for the other nations trying to take over the U.S.A.) PART TWO : "THE DESTRUCTION, THE DEVASTATION AND THE COURSE COR RECTION" - Insights into the scope of the IRS' counterintuitive, prevaricating role towards multi - billion dollar parts of Mormonism operating as commercial, for - profit corporations. (Unlike millions of other commercial , for - profit corporations in the U.S.A, these commercial, for - profit corporations of Mormonism are not taxed by the IRS because they counterintuitively (and quietly) claim to parts of the IRS that they rely on the uninformed , volunteer efforts of millions of followers to accomplish their commer cial, for - profit financial purposes so those parts of the IRS look the other way.) SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 17 Insights into counterintuitive, alarming events related to Mormonism in modern times. This includes illuminating those 23 invisible daggers used by Utah's imposter attorne ys and courthouses perpetuated by different tribes of Utah's internally warring politics. Every year, under the darkened 90 year old banner of the tribalistic "Utah State Bar," these invisible daggers allow hundreds of tribalistic members of "Utah State Ba r" to target, exploit and purposely destroy the lives of thousands of Utahans' from all walks of life for their tribe's secret financial gain. Tribe members deceptively hide behind their own dark illusions of "the law" under the titles of "attorney," "comm issioner," "judge" and other titles to do this. In the process, these deceitful, broken people turn their once thriving targets into critically vulnerable victims with the insidious hope that their victims will commit suicide so they can pile up more colos sal fortunes for their tribe from their victim's death. This contributes to parts of Utah terrifyingly hosting the worst rates in the U.S.A. for suicide, child abuse, child neglect, child suicide and financial fraud. This contributes to terrifying challe nges for every part of every culture, community, neighborhood and home at every altitude and especially for the brave men and women filling Utah's neglected teacher, law enforcement and rescue roles. PART THREE : "A GRAIN OF SALT TO TRADE FOR ANYTHING" - T his includes a new guide to a new spectrum identifying the invisible, reverberating strings of 55 abuses (and counting.) This spectrum could also be referred to as "55 Signs You're In An Abusive Relationship With An Imposter, a Hijacker or An Imitator " wit h the footnote that " An abuser can be a person , an organization or a culture engaging in the abuses intentionally or unintentionally " Without awareness an abuser can also be self towards self This is because r egardless of where the reverberating stri ngs of the abuses come from, o ut of no self - fault , parts of that brain can sometimes be deceived into hyper - responding in many deceptive ways including creating decharacterizing echo chambers and maladaptive false comforters that are self - destructive, self - deceiving nightmares and that lead to many other overwhelming challenges. SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 18 (There are other words and phrases for " de characterizing " such as " interfering ," "undermining," "putting a stick in the spokes," "gatekeeping," "putting a lid on," "scripting," "l abeling," metaphorically "submerging," etc... and we'll vaporize all of these abuses and others in this guide ) In regards to self , t hese maladaptive false comforters that try to appease those decharacterizing echo chambers are imposters, hijackers and imit ators. S ome false comforters are exponenti ally more deceptive than others. This includes all of them being deceptive forms of self - righteousness. This includes any of the emotional health challenges oversimplified with shortsighted words including : " anxiet y " ; " disorders " (including " eating disorders ") and hoarding T his also includes harboring resentment, jealousy, anger, fear, doubt, self - serving sorrow ( as opposed to sorrow promoting learning, growing or action ) as well as comparing, being offended, t akin g anything personally; confirmation bias; projecting; "turning the other cheek" (more on this later); the spectrum of Dark Altruism ( this includes intentional to prevaricated acts , sometimes described as " Acts - o f - Com mission to Acts - of - Omission " as well as i ndividual or cultural acts , m ore on this later too ); what is sometimes labeled by parts of emotional healthcare as " freezing, fleeing or fighting" and more. The conversations regarding what other maladaptive false comforters are will fill volumes (especi ally as it relates to "social" media ) An example of something that isn't a false comforter is invited fear that may be from an adventure, an accepted challenge, etc... More c onversations about what aren't false comforters will also fill many volumes. " You can only be afraid of what you think you know." (In this quote " afraid of " can be replaced with many things. An example is "You can only be angry at what you think you know." What are some other examples?") With this spectrum and the awareness an d intervention that comes with it, instead of being deceived by those decharacterizing echo chambers SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 19 and the depths of the maladaptive false comforters that follow them there is something else. There isn't one word to describe it and to aid in conversati on I'll share some notes about it. I'm sure you'll have plenty of notes of your own too. This is partly because i nstead of " defining " it is a type of " refining ." It is something you already know how to do but different challenges contributed to you bein g temporarily overwhelmed and temporarily not doing it. Instead of "freezing, fleeing or fighting" it is "flipping the frigid, false script." It is striking a match to that frigid, false script. It is turning the page on the notes of that frigid, fal se script and letting the warmth of the notes of your own music echo and reverberate through them instead I t is stopping the flood and vaporizing its reach. It is taking the shade off the light. It is seeding. It is pulling the imposter stick out. I t is knocking that hijacking lid off . It is popping the imitating lock. It is personalizing. It is repersonalizing. It is radia ntly radia ting. It is radiantly repersonalizing It is not just that "fire" that burns the old and warms anew as it does , it is that "white fire" that creates It is breathing. It is igniting. It is maneuvering. It is dancing. It is learning. It is inviting. It is applauding. It is teaching. It is cheering. It is that first water. It is that first medicine , that first "Rx ." I t is enabling all these beautiful wonders and more beautiful wonders in beautiful , wonderful reciprocating ways Wonderful wonders that have been deceptively impostered, hijacked and imitated by the reverb erating strings of abuse , the decharacteriz ing echo chambers that follow and the depths of the m aladaptive false comforters they give rise to for far too lon g. It is... SECRET NOT SE CRET .ORG 4 .8 .23 20 (made you smile ) This guide also reveals that many abusers started as victims themselves and unknowingly beca me deceived in to being addicted to t he depths of those maladaptive false comforters by trying to appease those decharacterizing echo chambers and became an abuser because of it without knowing it ( and without considering themselves an abuser. ) This guide reveals that abusers are " h urt people hurting other people (and hurting themselves.) " This ongoing conversation regards a brilliantly dynamic spectrum of topics . More specific parts of that include oxytocin, dopamine and endorphins relating in independent or reciproc ating ways as part of a spectrum of aphrodisiacs as well as adrenaline and cortisol relating in independent or reciprocating ways as part of a spectrum that may include suggestions of thrill and fear as non - aphrodisiac topics . This also includes how in dif ferent ways d ifferent physiologies may pr oduce and process all of these internal "chemicals" at different levels at different times in individual or reciprocating ways and how that may play a role in contributing to those decharacterizing echo chambers and maladaptive false comforters as a result of the invisib le, reverberating strings of abuse. T his ongoing conversation also include s the processes spawned from the previously invisible 55 abuses being the cause of other "diagnoses" often including shortsi ghted, oversimplifying words and phrases like hyper - activity , distraction , confusion , depression , anxiety , bi - polar , borderline , anorexia, bulimia, self - destructive and compulsive as well as even abuses towards others as real , invisible but now diminishabl e , internal, maladaptive chemical addictions Rather than being des cribed as a path or a line, the reverberating strings that make up this spectrum of abuses seem to be better visualized as a vi olently spinning spindle in the shape of a funnel or a cone This peculiar Spindle also helps visualize a more challenging part of the spectrum that without awareness and intervention abusers become overwhelmed and entangled in as they begin combining abuses and targeting and abusing victims i n worse ways. This in cludes the abuser becoming derangedly addicted to self - destructive, maladaptive, physiological reactions with in (a type of a false comforter ), addiction to