the life & times of a breatharian jericho sunfire love me or hate me at least you can’t say that I never stood up for what I truly believed in... I came, I saw and I made a difference in the lives of many now I can walk away in peace and with no regrets! if I ever proved you wrong it was never the intention because I never cared about you in the first place and if I proved you right then my message was for you all along! jericho... Jericho Sunfire - The Life & Times Of A Breatharian If you found out that the age old notion that you needed to eat food to live was all a big lie, would you stop doing it? If you found out that the very food that is supposed to be sustaining your existence is the same food that is killing you, would you stop eat- ing it? Well, in my experience the answers to those questions is no. In our society we would rather put “health warning” labels on food instead of banning them all together, for instance, you have huge warning labels on cigarettes saying that smoking kills or is harmful to others, well in that case, why produce and sell them to the general public? One of the many reasons is that the companies that make these products want your money, they know they have you addicted to their products and will buy their products regardless of any warnings they put out there. To me this is what Breatharianism is all about, breaking the cycle and having the freedom to be able to control your own thoughts and ac- tions and not be controlled by your addictions, not having to spend your time waiting in line at some food store, spending your time and energy making or preparing food, etc, etc. Don’t get me wrong, I know food taste great but it’s a drug and it destroys your body...PERIOD, if you don’t believe me just look at the people around you, they are not looking like crap because they are get- ting old, they look like crap because the food they are eating is aging them and using up all the bodies recourses, this is why multi vitamins and all kinds of other “health” supplements have been invented but instead of not eating what is taking nutrients away and causing sickness and disease our society invents fake nutrients so we can continue to be addicts. But what is Breatharianism. Breatharianism is the lifestyle everybody loves to hate but is also a lifestyle that the same people that hate it know absolutely nothing about. You tell people that you don’t eat or drink and watch people treat you like the village idiot. This is only because most people have absolutely no concept of not eating or drinking or any concept that there was actually life before pizzas, beer and ice cream, I mean really, some folks actually believe that without these foods hu- mans would die of starvation. To be honest with you I don’t believe real Breatharianism exists, I be- lieve that it all comes down to water and recycling which would mean that Inedia is the more appropriate term. I say this simply because of one thing that is constantly overlooked and that one thing is saliva, we produce saliva constantly as if out of nowhere but if you added up the saliva you swallowed in one day it would add up to a large amount of liquid, there is also moisture in the air vapours that we breath, so to me all the signs point towards getting or recycling moisture in some way shape or form but I use the term Breatharian publically because this is the term that is the most well known, when my work is done I will no longer use this term as I do not feel that it is accurate or correct. One of the biggest misconceptions about Breatharianism is that it’s about living in restriction of starving yourself. People don’t understand that it’s actually the complete opposite, with Breatharianism you are in fact constantly recycling and filtering the elements of nature that is used to top up and recycle what you already have. Filtering the elements of nature is a valuable and essential part of Breatharianism that is either ignored or is looked at as cheating, for ex- ample, since I don’t take in liquids, people always ask me about sweat- ing and my response to that question is that sweating is a warning sign that is often ignored by people on a standard cooked food diet but to me the answer is to not do things that involve sweating or over heating the body to the point where it needs to compensate. This kind of puts a spanner in the works of the fitness industry and me as a personal trainer as the fitness industry and personal trainers depend on people being unhealthy and out of shape and most importantly the fitness industry relies on you to buy the energy drinks, protein sup - plements and all the other so called performance enhancers that they charge an arm and a leg for. They tell you to train for 3 hours at their gym then buy their products so you can continue to burn yourself out. I now know for a fact that health and fitness as the industry knows it only serves to break the body down and the fact remains that intense fitness is not needed if you take care of the diet situation but that’s another story and another book all together. People that know I’ve trained intensely in hot climates then go on to ask me how did I replace the liquids that I sweated out and my response to that is that I’m careful to watch out for the warning signs and that it depends on where I am in the world by that I mean that if I’m by the sea in a tropical place, I would take a swim to cool off my whole body one time as opposed to ingesting liquids into the gut as that method of cool- ing one’s self down is very ineffective. The only thing with that is as soon as people hear I’m a Breatharian they try to make sense of it all from the limited experience of it and there’s an incredible amount of pressure from them to be pure and upon hearing of my approach they will act like going into the sea to cool off is cheating and makes me a fake but they don’t understand that the body is a filter and will often take what it needs from the elements of nature and me not allowing the body to do this is simply handicapping it and not letting the body do its job. This is exactly the same problem one gets with the whole monitoring a Breatharian situation, for example, when they want to monitor Breathar- ians, they want to do it in a confined room that is like a prison cell with limited light, etc, for X amount of days, this is enough to drive anyone crazy, they take you away from the elements of nature which is the very thing that assists you in your survival and then they expect them to prove that they don’t eat or drink. I think this pressure to prove stems from ignorance of the lifestyle and the definitions set which are too rigid with no room for growth nor any understanding of what Breath- arianism is because they are often set by the sceptics in their attempt to discredit the lifestyle. These inaccurate definitions are then copied by people that are simply fans of the lifestyle, most are not even Breatharians at all and really don’t know any better, they are just people that have established them- selves as authorities on Breatharianism by being the most vocal about the technicalities of it all but they haven’t put the work in to life the lifestyle, this is why I’m not attached to the Breatharian label or the definition of it because it’s currently incorrect and has negative energy attached to it. You will find that the true Breatharians keep very quiet and do not communicate much at all with society because of the nega- tive response from sceptics and society in general. People say a lot of things about me, like, I’m trying to be famous or make money but it really doesn’t pay to be a public Breatharian because nothing good comes from going public about not eating and drink- ing because your going against everything everybody has been taught, nobody, especially the mainstream media is really interested in the nitty gritty positive truth which is that it is an evolution that takes time and dedication, all they are interested in is spreading drama, calling you a fake and creating as much lies and negativity as they possibly can for you, so unless you have specific people to reach with a specific message then you deliver your message then get the hell out of dodge. The high profile public Breatharians that built a huge fan base and made all the money did so by selling a dream in my opinion. So all this talk about me wanting to be a celebrity really makes no sense when you actually see the attention I get and have to deal with. So what was the actual transition to Breatharianism like for me per- sonally? In the initial stages of transitioning to Breatharianism it was like being on an old roller coaster, never really knowing how or where things were going to go, it had peaks and valleys, fast moments, slow moments, high and lows, the roughs and the smooth and all had to be taken as it comes. Now as I have become more a used to the process through learning from past mistakes and repeating the process a few times and have gained more experience with the anxieties of being in the moment as a new Breatharian, the cleansing, internal changes and breaking past my own limitations, it can be as subtle as feeling like a blossoming flower, the connection between the two is that regardless of the stage your at each stage has its own process and set of sequences that it has to go through. Well, does the term gut wrenching ring any bells? This for me was what the process of internal change was like. I’ve spoken many times about the internal changes that goes on during the transition to Breatharian- ism, like the shrinking of the internal organs, etc, but until now I’ve never really gone into any detail, maybe this was because I never felt that I was worthy enough to speak on it because I never felt that I was finished going through it myself or maybe it just wasn’t my time to touch on the subject. For me the nuts and bolts of the experience came and went within two and a half weeks of reaching a certain level of the process, it was like I was a wet face cloth being wrung dry, just being squeezed of every last drop of water, twisted to the point of no return but the funny thing was that I often had times when I felt like a bottomless pit, like I had no stomach, no chest, no rib cage, just acres of space with no limitations or feelings of confinement. It was definitely a time where I learnt where my internal organs were, physically, my stomach felt like it was being constantly squeezed by some giant fist, it was literally like I was walking around with a giant fist sticking out of me, if your having trouble understanding that maybe a better way of explaining the feeling is to say that it felt like I was go- ing through every level of starvation and then some, but then I’d kind of be lying because I knew it really wasn’t starvation but it was the sen- sation that mainstream society has been brain washed into thinking is starvation. This feeling was extremely uncomfortable and was unbearable the first time around, it really tested my limits as the person that I knew myself to be. I had these experiences before because I had the calling to go Breatharian at various levels before but only really faced the full blown experience once I embraced the calling. Regardless of how clean or fit I thought I was, I wasn’t squat until I went through my process of internal change. I would go through nearly three weeks of being so exhausted, hardly being able to walk or lift my arms. I would be knocked for six, totally out of it, I would be forced to lay down feeling like this giant fist has my stomach in a vice like grip. All the while, people are talking about Breatharianism like it’s some ro- mantic and super spiritual thing but for me it was, what it was and what it was, was a slice of hell. I had the pleasure of messing up this process at least 3 times of the years and would start over but each time I started over I learnt more about what was going on and who I was. I say I had the pleasure not to be sarcastic but I actually mean it because when I look back on things, I really wouldn’t change a thing. From day one of my Fruitarian days I learnt my trade by going through hell and back, I never learnt a thing by having life easy, I guess that just wasn’t my destiny, I always heard of Fruitarians say they never went through detox but when I would question these people further I’d find out that they were not very tuned in or intuitive to what was going on, also I’d find out that these people infact did go through detox, they just didn’t know it, they thought they got a cold because of the weather or they got the flu because they were over stressed, etc, they never related it to their body cleansing. This is why I don’t listen to people anymore when they talk about getting off cooked food because people, includ- ing me, really don’t know what they are talking about and everybody interprets things different. The universe had certain life lessons to teach me and I feel it used diet to teach me. So, going back to this giant fist squeezing my stomach thing. I don’t exactly know the real in’s and out’s of what goes on with the stomach at this time but I know that during the weeks it is greatly reduced and the shape of my torso is greatly changed, it’s as if the torso is permanently changed like when you squeeze putty or play dough, there’s much urinating, in fact heaven only knows where it all comes from but I already know not to be shocked by anything the body does. In fact, I now see anything that goes into the body as pollution. The body does so much work and spends all it’s time and energy reversing the destructive effects of cooked foods. I used to go through some crazy things like forgetting to breath, I’ve done it without even thinking, it comes very natural after a while once your stomach has shrunk but I didn’t realise that it was natural at first and it would freak me out and I would have to force myself to breath, sometimes I would just forget to breath for short periods of time and be fine until I caught myself doing it. I also found that my breathing would slow right down too, almost to the point where I would stop completely and like I say, often times I’d not notice I was not breathing, in fact, a lot of the time even breathing felt unnatural and I preferred not to do it but as I say this was a bit beyond my understanding at the time. At the start of this process I would also feel great tiredness in my solar plexus area for a short while as if something was shrinking or clearing, it was like somebody was standing on my chest/stomach but after a week it would go and I would feel lighter, more energetic and I’d have a great sense of wellbeing and feeling just right. I always read about high profile Breatharians talking about the difficul - ties of being in places with poor air quality and I was always baffled because I never had such issues, I don’t believe we have the luxury of having pristine air and I also don’t believe that poor air quality should stop our bodies from thriving, I believe it will simply create what it needs or find another way, I’ve always been in the heart of the city, personally I believe we are filters and we have all the elements of nature to “feed” from, if the air is not pure we have the sun, then we have emo- tions, human energy, sound, feelings and we make up everything else as we go along. I’ve always visualized the body as having a huge field of energy like an aura that reaches out before us seeking, taking in and feeling for what it needs, so for me it was never just about breathing air, so there is always something for the body to use and that’s if it even needs to use anything at all. I see no reason to fear anything like bad air, after all this is our original state. The body is a filter and will use whatever it can to get the job done, when your clean the body is a very powerful filter and creator and can overcome a lot. That’s all from my own personal experience, other may have different views. High profile Breatharians talk about nose bleeds and getting extremely sick because of poor air quality but personally I don’t believe all of that refers to me, maybe to them but not to me, I’ve never experienced any- thing out of the ordinary about dealing with impure air as a Breatharian, not to the point where simply putting sipping on juice would knock me out, in the later days of Liquidarianism I had stints of Breatharianism that would last up to 30 days before I fully embraced it permanently and I never had any reaction to temporally going back to juice or solid fruits, man, heck, I’m a city boy and always have been so why should it harm me now, infact as a Breatharian I should be able to deal with impurites better. like I said in these days and times the body knows bet- ter and can act accordingly, also this is why I never used to read about Breatharianism and is why I don’t read about the experiences of other Breatharians because what’s the point, they are not me and I’m not them. You can’t read about the high profile Breatharians or any of the old school saints from back in the day and get attached to their experience and just assume that any of their experiences will be yours, because you may have a different mission, purpose or reason for being drawn into this. It would be a very sad modern day Breatharian life indeed and I see no sense in the universe putting me through all this in order to spread this message just to mess me and others up, that is not how my universe or higher source is and it doesn’t match up to what I intuitively feel is going on, it makes absolutely no sense at all, that would make a mockery of the bodies abilities and the wisdom of the universe, plus then we all might as well just stay on pizza, burgers and diet coke, for instants, imagine this scenario, the body goes Breatharian then realises “oh crap, I forgot about all the air pollution, stress of day to day living, damn, I’m going to die now”. To me that makes no sense because that person/body has surely been in polluted areas before with minimum reaction, now as soon as this person/body is a breatharian everything comes crashing down at the slightest hint of impurity, that makes no sense because the person/body wouldn’t take that step if it wasn’t pos- sible in the first place. Fear and the power of suggestion are terrible things and mostly come from people that are very interested in Breatharianism but are not living it, there is too much of this going on, people that really have no idea what they are talking about, some do it out of boredom and some try to do their research before they commit and to see what they can expect to face but they get attached to the experience of others and recycle it as if it were theirs. Even as a Fruitarian I had to get away from people because all they would talk about is other peoples negative experiences, I was never mixing with other Fruitarians when I first started out on this journey so I was never raised with the fear they had so I never experienced what they did and I didn’t want seeds planted in my head, I had complete faith in what I was doing even though I didn’t have a clue what was going on, intuitively I always knew I was safe. This sets me apart from everybody else because everybody else around me was going crazy and panicking left right and centre but I believe it’s was for a reason, I believe that this is why I’m the one for spreading this message. My only thing is that sometimes I don’t like to be around the smell of cooked food or in an environment where cooked food is being cooked on a regular basis and the smell of it is very strong and even then it just annoys the heck out of me more than anything else, in the same way as not wanting to be around people that are drinking and smoking or having a guy masturbating in front of me which would totally piss me off and that’s pretty much how turned off I am by the cooking process and being around people addicted to food, after a while everything to do with the practice of preparing and eating food raw or cooked would just seem so idiotic to me and would amaze me to think that some people think that it’s a necessary and natural thing and that they will spend the rest of their lives depending on this whole process to keep them sane and calm. I wasn’t sure if these thoughts were good or bad but as hard as I tried to justify fighting them off I just couldn’t do it because it was like turning a page of a new book, I was coming to a new phase, the good thing was that even though I was this way, I never told people this, I always chose to get myself out of the environment, I think because at the same time I wanted to exercise my rights when the tables were turned, the bad thing for other people was that these thoughts were getting stronger and more natural to me, in fact it surprised even me to find myself thinking these things, it was like seeing things for what they really were and breaking away from the herd/sheep. The smell of food doesn’t knock me out and there’s no physical reaction or anything like that but it does plant tiny seeds in my head so to speak if you hang around it long enough, as far as cooked food is concerned, I believe smelling it is the same as eating it to some extent, I know it sounds a little extreme but to some large extent I believe it to be true. I think a lot of the negative reactions to not eating that people go through is linked to the limitations people put on themselves once they get into an area that they know nothing about, all of a sudden taking cooked food out of the picture would turn the most intellectual person into an insecure novice, it’s like eating isn’t really eating unless your putting yourself and your food through a process. Also as a Fruitarian I saw people be real hardy on cooked food, they dealt with colds, the flu, sickness and disease, etc but as soon as they go Fruitarian they’ll fuss over every little reaction, ache or pain and nit pick over eating every little piece of fruit asking if it was healthy or not healthy, where as before when they were on cooked food they would eat all kinds of heavy, thick, tough processed, manmade foods with all kinds of chemicals without a care for how they felt or what the conse- quences were to the body. I don’t know what it is that makes people act like that. It seems like the purer people want to be, the more fragile they get or that’s the idea they seem to have of how things are supposed to be, they also have this idea that the less food you eat the more spiritual you become, I’ve had many a debate with people trying to tell me that I’m spiritual because I don’t eat or drink anything and because I don’t eat or drink that means I’m clean and pure therefore I’m spiritual, well I can tell you know, that’s far from the truth in my opinion. People also like to bring up this thing about living forever just because of being Breatharian, again this comes back to the thing about not being able to handle impure air, how, on one hand can you talk about Breatharians being super beings that are cleaner, stronger and able to live forever or have a much longer life span and then on the other hand state that the body cannot survive as a Breatharian because of impure air/pollution, again it doesn’t make sense to me and I think it’s because the information is coming from too many intellectuals that are not liv- ing the lifestyle saying things to back up their own claims. As for your living forever question, we already do live forever, just not in the same body, but like I say, I don’t bother thinking about all that because I don’t really know what the heck I’m talking about at the end of the day, All I can do is talk about the interpretations of my own experience. Never in a million years would I have seen this Breatharian thing com- ing, I was perfectly happy to die a slow self imposed death just like eve- rybody else and the problem is that I know for a fact that some higher power is at the bottom of this so it’s not like I can just say I’m a great and powerful person because it’s not me at all, plus I think it’s down to your mission, my mission is for the people in the streets not the intellec- tuals, it’s about taking real action and quitting all the fancy talk, so the universe has taken me with all my faults because I can get the job done, I’ve been kept isolated and made to sacrifice the things I love dearly for the greater good of all involved and to be able to continue on with spreading the universes message. This is something that I think all the people that like to spread lies, etc and talk negative about people like me that stand up with a message don’t understand, they don’t respect the journey or what we’ve been through as practising Breatharians but then again it’s not their job to, they are simply here to be obstacles. As much as I really would love to be I’m not one of these happy, happy Breatharians that talks about love and being in constant bliss all the time, I used to feel bad about that because they would make it seem as if you weren’t singing and doing cartwheels out of sheer joy then you weren’t a proper Breatharian but as time went on I realised that I’m cut from a different cloth and that I wasn’t singing and doing cartwheels or hugging trees because that’s not my mission, my mission isn’t to have fun and live in bliss, my mission is to be in the trenches fighting the good fight and for the most part that is not fun and it’s certainly not bliss, my mission or approach isn’t pretty and it won’t get me loads of fans like the happy, happy, joy, joy Breatharians do but it was what was going to get the job done when the going go tough and people were resorting to savage behaviour killing, robbing and looting in the streets due to fuel, food, water shortages and climate change, etc. I finally embraced Breatharianism and searched for the truth because I was tired of hearing accounts of what Breatharianism was supposed to be like by people that weren’t actually living the lifestyle also I think the universe had put a bee in my bonnet about exploring this lifestyle for myself and figuring out fact from fantasy and it was funny because in doing this I learnt things that I didn’t expect from people that I wouldn’t of expected to have this kind of knowledge, I also learnt that Breatharianism was not such a mystery as people would like you to think. On many occasions I found that things I was saying about Breath- arianism had already been said before by the high profile Breatharians in their own early days of Breatharianism the only problem with them was that they had not taken things past their comfort zone and had only had brief experiences of what I was talking about. What I didn’t realise was that what I was going through was like the holy grail of Breatharianism and that I was most blessed and honoured to have the opportunity to go through this experience. I never took my own experience seriously in that regard, I knew I was a warrior for going through it but I had no idea of what I was really achieving. I’ve noticed for some time now that there’s no clear evidence to support Breatharianism and I’m coming to the conclusion that there is but the information is being suppressed, polluted with confusion by sceptics and the media and always will be, it’s not in the mainstream societies interest to validate this lifestyle so to me all the tests and monitoring is simply a ploy to get the truth to the right people in power and then sup- press it from the masses by discrediting the test subject and throwing the whole thing into confusion, it’s a pattern, research it and see. That’s why I probably will not let people study me or test me again, the thing is that I was never out to prove anything because how can you re- ally prove this lifestyle unless you stay with me and monitor me for the rest of my life, I just chose to be an open book and share my journey, I’ve never had any interest in having followers and fans, being a famous guru type, being tested or monitored because I was never out to convert people to become Breatharian, so putting myself up for being locked up in a room like a criminal, doing all the blood tests, monitoring, etc to prove that I was legit and that the Breatharian lifestyle was healthy never really interested me or made any sense to me at all. If people were really that interested then all people needed to know was that I didn’t eat or drink for a set amount of time but then again, like I always say, it’s not in peoples interests to validate the lifestyle. I was talked into the whole testing thing once and I went against my intuition and after I gave blood I felt like I had lost a limb and was leaving it behind, the feeling I felt afterwards was dreadful, I felt like it was a big mistake to go against my own intuition and do that and I will not do it again as it was a heart breaking experience that I will never forget. The results proved what I was saying to be true, that the body produces what it needs by itself without any help from solid man made foods but that was all down to interpretation, others that were not sup- portive would have simply claimed that I was eating food. So I found out a valuable lesson, tests don’t mean squat because people will simply make things up anyway to prove their own point. I’ve been having many heated discussions with people that insist I prove everybody wrong by doing tests and being studied but they are simply using me to back up a part of their own agenda and they don’t really want the my full Breatharian package because the my full Breath- arian package means totally giving up what gives them an income, fame and comfort. There’s info out there but you have to go to the real ole skool stuff, that’s where it’s at. Something tells me that the universe is fully aware of all the crap and hidden agendas and is protecting me from the attention, studies/tests, etc. I already know that being tested/studied, etc means nothing because people will keep raising the bar until their point is proven and the tests/ studies are probably a front for something else or another agenda by the folks doing the tests/studying anyway. I really have nothing to prove to anybody so I’m pretty happy at this point to keep people guessing just as long as the message gets out there to who it needs to get to, I’ve never really had anything to prove to anybody and the longer I stay Breatharian the more of the truth I see and the more of the truth I see the more I realise that my message ain’t for everybody. I’m, often asked what I think about the whole 2012 thing and to be hon- est with you I prefer not to think, for me the important thing is to just do the job to get ready and try to keep my sanity, that’s hard enough in my opinion. Whatever ends up happening will happen, there’s so many different opinions and interpretations, don’t get me wrong I strongly believe that there’s going to be drastic changes happening because our society has done a poor job of taking care of things but I see no point in dwelling on something that I know absolutely nothing about because just like everything else in life, it’s nothing but speculation and nobody has any clear answers or definite proof to back up what they say, so I see no point in going around in circles and getting on any band wagons. One question that I get asked a surprising amount of times is on the subject of sex, I’ve heard some really stupid questions/stories from people that really are so gullible and have no business dealing with such a serious task like getting off of cooked food, they listen to every little thing and because of that they make very little progress but they become a fountain of useless knowledge, as for sex, I believe sex is one of the most sacred things two people can share but I also think that sex has been distorted as we have become more desensitized, it’s meaning in our society has become devalued and polluted. When I was on cooked food, I loved sex and would do it at the drop of a hat with any female that was willing to “give it up” I was a Casanova as society would call it or I was a slut if I was a female. No as a Breathari- an I still love sex just as much but it’s meaning has changed, it’s sacred, the energy is sacred, the act is sacred and the purpose is sacred even the person you do it with is sacred as you are giving yourself to that person, imagine the smoke from two different fires coming together to become one and that’s what I mean. My experience is that sex with the right person or with your twin soul, if your lucky enough to re-unite, done with the right purpose with noth- ing but true love and divine intention feeds me, the energy is rejuvenat- ing, in fact, even thinking about the loved one in question will feed you, it’s an energy that I cannot explain that is like a beautiful meditation. This energy doesn’t come from lust in the same way nutrition doesn’t come from cooked food, lust is the child of cooked food in my opinion, it is the result of our lower consciousness, even the energy is not the same. Everybody sun gazes, even people on cooked food, just like we are all naturally Breatharians, even people on cooked food, in my opinion, if you go out in the sun, then your sun gazing in the same way that if you breath you’re a Breatharian. Do I go out and purposely look directly “into” the sun at certain times, HECK NO! What’s the point of that!? I love to be out in the sun because that’s what I feel drawn to, I’m a tropi- cal boy and I love the sun regardless of any dietary practise. What do I think of the sun gazing methods promoted by high profile guru’s? well is it really their method to begin with? Anybody can go out and look at the sun. To answer the question I think that people give these high profile guru’s too much credit, they talk about looking into the sun, make it sound technical and people want to “follow” them and the specific way they go out into the sun, to me it’s just another belief system so to some extent you will get what you desire from it if you believe in it strong enough. I don’t believe you need to do “specific” things in order to live. People have gotten exactly the same results just by spending more time out in the light of a sunny day regardless of time but people always want to be “specific” or “follow” a “method” and they have lost the art of listening to their own “intuition”. They want to ask questions buy their products and follow others rather than being their own leader. Getting out in the sun, getting active and respecting your temple is what we should all be doing anyway. Sleep is another thing, yeah, sleep is a tough one, sometimes I don’t sleep at all and other times I only sleep a few hours and even then I still feel energetic so it’s a very light sleep. I’m coming to terms with it as it just seems like one long day and can get on your nerves a bit, especially if your environment isn’t the most progressive or supportive. Life for me now as a Breatharian is so boring, in fact it’s not even about the fact that I’m Breatharian that makes it boring because the fact that I’m Breatharian really doesn’t make a blind bit of difference but I say it like that because as a Breatharian all people want to do is talk to me about food, crazy huh, when I was a fully fledged cooked food eater, nobody ever wanted to talk to me about food except to ask if I wanted some more. Now I’m Breatharian everybody wants to talk to me about something I don’t do, go figure. As a Fruitarian, I noticed the less food I ate the more people wanted to talk about it. Some miss-guided people watch video’s of my interviews, etc and then want to thank me for showing them how to go Breatharian. I’m not comfortable with this because it shows me that they have completely missed the point and if I was any less of a man, I would let my ego get the best of me, take all the credit and I would set up a business fooling people into thinking I was some special guru and that I have the secret knowledge to going Breatharian and I would be charging people mega money to teach people like the high profile Breatharians do. I don’t pro - vide a free how to go Breatharian service and I haven’t shown anybody how to be a Breatharian by any stretch of the imagination, I can’t take any credit because I only show how I became a Breatharian by sharing my own experience. There’s so much more to learn and it can only be learnt from your own experience. It’s interesting though that although people seem to be so grateful for my so called tuition and insist on giving me all this credit and praise, not one of them has valued it enough to offer pay for it. The issue for me now though is that I’m so bored with people that I’ve lost the motivation to socialize with them because it’s always the same, everything revolves around food and it seems that people really don’t want to talk to me to get to know me and connect with me as a person, they only want to extract information from me so they can satisfy some kind of lust for useless knowledge, I say useless knowledge because it’s my knowledge that’s for me to learn from not for them to pick at and analyze. This aspect of being a Breatharian constantly highlights the fact that I am a Breatharian and that when you take away the fact that I am a Breatharian I am a very lonely person indeed because apart from the fact that I don’t eat food, people really have nothing else to talk to me about. This situation has always been an issue for me, even from my Fruitar- ian days because I’m actually a very private person and very unsociable at times, I get bored of the constant and repetitious questioning very easily and to make things worse, all I want to do is go off and do some- thing else, have fun doing something crazy that’s totally unrelated to not eating food but I think the universe is working on me in that regard because I know that spreading the possibilities of being food free is the reason why I’m here. As a Breatharian I’m now on the outside looking in on society and it’s so clear that cooked is such a powerful drug, I mean, what is it about cooked/processed food that drives you to despair if you try to give it up!? What is it that makes people ignore health warnings, fight or steal for it!? With my past experience of it I honestly believe that it’s an entity feeding off of you and making you crave certain things and when it doesn’t get its way it throws a tantrum, so in actual fact, you’re not feeding yourself, your feeding something else living inside of you. That’s how I would explain it if I had no science to explain things or if I was in an ancient tribe in the middle of nowhere. I’ve had moments where I’ve actually heard two voices in my head arguing it out, the good and the bad influence or it was like having the angel on one shoul - der and the devil on the other whispering in my ears. When I was victorious in defeating the bad influence it was like having a drowning animal wriggling around inside you, punching and kick- ing, as if it was fighting for its life. I’ve learnt that there’s no last meal, cooked/processed food is a drug and that there’s something living inside you that is addicted and emotionally attached to it to the point where you cannot make control your own mind to make the decision to quit. You are feeding this being or beings and it or they will do anything to continue to get it. You’ve got to go cold turkey and starve this thing out of you, once it knows it’s not going to get any joy or pleasure out of you, it will leave, but not without a fight. One thing I wonder about, is if this other being or parasite as others would like to refer to it as, ever goes away? I don’t think it does. I say this because, it’s like a trade. It’s like when the good is in control and everything has been beaten, the soul will come out into the open and take control but when the bad side reigns