maybe this life wasnt made for us ill see you soon loser :) <3 actually im sad haha nobody is helping me even i help them everytime haha so much fun sucks actually being a nice guy and never getting reconized ^^ but i guess thats why i try 2 always stay the same even plenty Friends left me and im slowly getting tired of it sooo yeahh funziees hehe im not even used 2 write that but im kinda feeling better writing that hopefully the party is getting fun atleast so yeah maybe one day i found a real Freind which isnt ignoring me after a week when i just give that Person that Attention that that Person wants and getting than tired of me haah its making me sad everytime but i got one REAL FRIEND and he is still in contact with me even he is doing somthing really exhausting and stressfull but still send me smt to keep flames which is soooo cool and i really Respect that so thank you too that Person <3 i really being happy having atleast one Friend which is always in Contact with me without giving S**** and yassss hopefully one Day i get some more but i guess thats how Life goes. Giving all ur Time and Effort to every SINGLE Person u met again and telling them the same Stuff again and there always saying the same its slowly getting really boring and exhausting so yeah i hope atleast U or the Person IF IM SENDING IT is not feeling the same and slowly dying in Pain but telling nobody because u dont wanna mess up ur Friendship or making that Person sick/destryoing there Vibe. :) I get ignored for hours but still reply in seconds or getting left on read forever even u trying to understand why but nobody talks about it and then one day they just act like u dont even exist and theres is nothing u can do but keep smiling and pretend u didnt noticed and thats the worst feeling when u find out you didnt mean as musch to someone as you thought you did and you look so stupid for caring too much I say sorry too much. I think Im annoying even if Im not. If you give me a Compliment i wont believe it I rarely open up to Persons because im terrified of getting hurt again. I overthink things and always think im doin something wrong. I like to help People/Freinds with there Problems too hide from mine :) When im moody or just talking and saying Stuff i dont even mean it at all (when im mean) . I will fogive u no matter what you do. I always make u laugh if u dont tell me whats up i will continuosly ask whats wrong . Despite what im dealing with I always be there for U :) PERSONAL FEELING HAHA HELP PLS ^^ im tired of being the nice guy it say nice guys finish last for a reason. You start to care you start to feel something you start to make other people happy instead of yourself. AND FOR WHAT ? they just leave u broken when they get bored of you and the only thing you ask is **what did I do wrong !** i dont know if i wanna do this anymore its sad how u learn to treat them like a star but in return youll get treated like a fan for WHAT BEING TOO NICE haha cool And im not perfect. Ill annoy you.make fun of you.say stupid things, but youll never find someone that loves/cares about you as much as i do :) im felling sooooo much better now writing that all down just a small example ^^ been awhile tho your Leopard
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