Jessica Jessican i saw you on The street two blocks from yourold apartmant and you looked right at me and you said some thingbut i could not hear what you said. I was a block away and you forgot to talk loudly like always I miss your mouth and i miss your eyes or cutting things up, for dinner Missed but not forgotten and write me if you see this hugs and kisses. Long Beach I remember us playing board games like yahtzee I kept messing up words to let you win to make you feel special and important and I hope you did. You deserve it and You deserve every thing, Whole foods’ I brushed past you, next to the vitamins, at the front! Big and buff You smelled like Oak wood You Kind. Caring. Kil;s the spider Red Ball You kicked a red ball over to my yard. Caught a glimpse through the fence, You had pale brown eyes and I never saw a thing like it before. Thought about tearing it down right then. Knock On my door when you are ready. Piedmont You always cared so much about me. We drove into the city one winter night and sat at the pier, feeding bread to geese. You wanted to see the seals but your parents were waking up soon. I’m sorry for ruining your favorite silk shirt. You told me how much it costs. Tgirl GWM lookin to we can smoke some J’s with F or CD baby and kick our feet up an d read a good book .Help me ? Dump Your Girlfriend Ok You Does the taxes Files the cabinet Alphabetical order And? Why did we never get an ‘and Little things Small spots onyour forehead, little freckles. I Still have room in my bed FOR ‘Wendy’ FOR ‘Wendy’ we USED TO DRIVE .. STILL LOOKINGfor> CD COLLECTION: You were carrying one of those binders filled with disks. Black plastic and Velcro . You dropped one. Our eyes crossed and your ran Back across the fence Notes on I have been working towards a feminist theory of light, which bends, maybe, into the palm of my hand, and can fit, absolutely, into small spaces, between fingers, cracks, and openings, of floors, walls, between legs, and thighs, into and against, the roof of my mouth And so please, Say it, Please, Say it like it happened, really, You were there, I promise; You had to be there, You had to see it, I know, It’s not funny when I tell you about it, Now; But you were there, I saw you, Please, Just tell me, please, just tell me, about how you where there, where I was, where I was, Why I won’t be mad, I promise, to ball up fingers, To reach towards A feminist theory of light A theory, Sorry, I got off track, which stretches and spans across, the sink I cleaned it so, Now it shouldn’t be dirty but, The dishwasher, sometimes, can leave streaks on, the cups, because the water is, hard here, I said, it’s undrinkable, I heard; from friends and friends of friends and friends of friends of friends, from confidants, from people who have been told things, things ends-up like, things got turned up over-side down, about perspective, it’s in the dishwasher, which is likely dirty baby simply put, it will leave streaks on cups, because the water is so hard filled-up with calcium, minerals, and other things, invisible, that can harm a woman’s health. I think about smears. Lost Car on PCH My car broke down on the PCH last summer. You towed it. Was a bit surprised to see a female mechanic. I think you picked up on that. I didn’t mean any disrespect. You had long hair, brown curls, a smoker’s cough. We chatted for a bit,and I got too scared to give you my number. Couldn’t tell if you were flirting. I was old then, and I’m older now, clean-cut, silver haired. Let’s meet up. If you want. Brandon Did u kick the ball back ? Lows Jim Ray Send my gf over to ya! Tell her you got some balls to play with ! Lol We met at lows urinals. I looked at u cus u Pist loudd. U Were in to it. I Could all ways tell. Do u want to, all of Me?